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Wednesday, February 26, 2003 things r running damn fast in mi head i wanna b like qixiang... slackslackslack³ but no... i had 2 choose a fooked up cca tt presently has like, 3-4 hrz non-stop trg n summore... syf coming... 'muz b e bez' quote eddy, screw ur mother's ballz lah liddat oso wanna lan jiao... haiz... horrible... ever dreamt aboz sch in a new way? i dreamt... last nite... tt ri wuz next 2 e beach... n oso... approx 8 mths after he left... he came back... resurrected... i think i practically smiled in mi slp oh god... n summore... wasn't sickly... wuz healthy, n he tokked to mi... then for sum reason, wuz mixed wif e sch part then they were trying 2 catch fish in e pool cuz e pool leads to e sea... then suddenly, after i blinked... i saw a huge great white shark appear... as in, fake, JAWS in e movie tt beeg... n it tried to eat mi... yet... i survived... even sum teachers were in mi dream n then... he tokked 2 mi again... i totally forgot wad he had sed... n when i woke up n realised it wuz a dream... i sobbed miself back 2 sleep all e way... i din noe when i slept... i juz felt so lost... i sobbed n cried like a dog kicked gone... yet... y m i reminded onlee after so long? heh... y r tears juz rolling down mi cheeks? i shudn't b crying... not animore...... tehgo walked into the light @ 2/26/2003 09:20:00 pm -+-+-+-+- |
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Sunday, February 23, 2003 kkz... can't blog much animore... werk, werk, n snowballed werk... another thing... comz r screwed... g'bye tehgo walked into the light @ 2/23/2003 11:30:00 am -+-+-+-+- |
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Saturday, February 15, 2003 it's so horrible 2 b sick... 2 all those sick ppl out there get well soon! for those tt r 'sick' stop tokking kok n face up 2 reality i'm seeing things now... like, i thot 8pm wuz gonna b 9 liaoz n then oso like in 2day's tehc symposium i wuz literally seeing things other than wad wuz presented gdness... i feel super exhausted even after sleeping for 4 hrs liaoz... ok i mean 3... wif e time mix up n all in life, it dun hurt to dream but it does hurt after a while if u dream too much... u'll kinda hate reality n yet... u wish u cud get sth how so much i wish, there wuz magic like i sed... magicks of all types conjuration... abjuration... illusion... destruction... creation... alteration... alteration iz wad most of us need... then we can turn back time go back 2 b4 we screwed up... then... then we wun b wad we r now... yet... it's saddening tt in e event we change so wud our frenz... randomly change n then... they wun b wad they r too omg... then i wun noe so manee ppl... nonono... i shall not think tt animore no looking-back-to-e-past shit now cuz... i'll hate miself if i do i screwed up bigtime... so many frenz gone... so many things i wish to change *sobz* stupid teja... y u crying now? shud've done tt earlier on regret... wanna change... I HATE YOU! FOR DESTROYING SO MUCH! tehgo walked into the light @ 2/15/2003 08:56:00 pm -+-+-+-+- |
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Friday, February 14, 2003 happy v day 2 one n all... omg... i'm sick... as in reeeli stupidly sick not luvsick... i mite... if i luved but no... happily i fell ill skip sch, skip trg, skip heats... mebbe i caught it at qixiang's house? dun think so... i think i caught it in sch... song bo... liddat oso can make mi so dead haiz... been going 2 qixiang's house lots we keep playing sangoku musou 3 mushouden ok... dynasty warriors 3 xtreme legends sighz... i sed tt once b4 in 1 of mi blogs now qixiang like gd fren liddat not say i make use of him play ps2 but literally... like last yr mi, neth n lam ok, so dis yr oso mi, neth, lam but still... getting much closer 2 those i din noe well i'm happy aboz tt... i've been rethinking... i din achalli do sth... at e time tt gary n zul kena caning i din noe whether 2 intervene or let it continue so they dun kena more i chose 2... y? i dunno... yet a cane liddat wud onlee bring physical pain no emotional, pyschological pain sighz... i shud nvr ever act dumb n dun intervene war3 frozen throne beta test sign up starts in 5 hrs i not gonna stay up for tt... 2ml got xlab sia... muz sleep... i gonna say a theory i dunno if i sed b4 ppl nowadays if u ask them 2 show no expression their faces still haf an unhappy look too much werk n stress i think ok wait, ppl like lammo wif their natural huge grins r exceptions still... many of us look sad or pissed naturally it's wif wad we like tt we smile be it play, or frenz... sighz... when will e world change for us? tehgo walked into the light @ 2/14/2003 09:53:00 pm -+-+-+-+- |
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Tuesday, February 11, 2003 ahh damn... sth wrong wif mi i'm forgetting lots now... izzit tt mi brain's dying? wow... so shen... kami no te... e hand of god reach down, n crush mi... we're all so feeble... yet... in star ocean EX... there's this cute guy called ashton (no i not gay...) wif 2 dragons on his back gyoro e fire dragon... ururun e ice dragon... e dragons were achalli 1 wif 2 heads then when ashton wuz fighting them, he din pay attention n they grafted themselves onto his back so he looks damn cute wif 2 chibi dragons on his back then e lord of e monsters, Jinai e huge Roc wuz like, y do u wanna help these weak humans? n y do u help e one tt wanna get rid of u? (ashton wuzn't 2 pleased wif them on his back) then they din say anithing yet... gyoro n ururun possessed ashton at times then they spoke n fought... this time, gyoro went ahead 2 attack jinai claude, e main char, wuz ahead of him kuuhazan... Air Slash foukouha... Phoenix Light Break (?) n then jinai fell... din die... juz kena defeated... then claude sed cuz they r mi companions (gyoro n ururun) so cuuuuuuuuuute... then they oso sed e same n ashton wuz unconscious until they got e tear frm jinai 2 rid e dragons but then, ashton cudn't do it... n they were stuck 2gether forever e final statement by both gyoro and ururun, in e heat of battle when it looks like Expel (e planet) wuz gonna get destroyed by Energy Nede (another planet held 2gether using force fields) "These humans fight not for themselves but for all of us, including e monster family n they have HOPE. The holy light which was to be brought down by the Densetsu no Yuusha (warrior of legend) wif his sword of light and exotic outfit (meaning claude frm earth) he would save expel frm e danger. This holy light, is the hope of the people, including ourselves, the monsters" soooooooo cool... shud b sth liddat larhz... forgot parts of it liaoz... sighz..... t-i-r-e-d o-f l-i-v-i-n-g shinigami... come take mi away..... tehgo walked into the light @ 2/11/2003 11:18:00 pm -+-+-+-+- |
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Saturday, February 08, 2003 i'm up so late wif sch 2 go 2 2ml at 7.30 hu cares man? uh ohz... i'm bcoming like qixiang whole day utopia... summore work heck care nvm nvm... sighz... another beeg jap co. going down wuz wif mi mom shopping (wanted mi 2 try jeans) n then saw mrs tay, lee hu, e mok twins n reuben heng si nvr see where i wuz going 2... but closing down sale = all hidden items on sale got star ocean EX as well as tales of phantasia soundtrack n getter soundtrack, chao old sia... 1980s anime :D thinking processes r down for most of e time now... gd luck all of u ppl... hope u pass e maths tehgo walked into the light @ 2/08/2003 01:19:00 am -+-+-+-+- |
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Friday, February 07, 2003 chao screwed... mi parents r unfair i'm pissed... totally... dao le ji xian ironically, i feel most at home wif mi frenz sighz... too sleepy 2 blog much... juz tt i hope i reeli sleep little 2dae 2ml go faint or sth during sch... like 2dae liddat... kena giddy spells... PAP = pay n pay WP = y pay? SDP = so dun pay lame lester lim... at least he's a nice guy compared 2 ah huat... sighz... now kena pushed 2 sit in front of teacher's desk not say mi or gary or pehpeh tok alot lorhz juz tt pong keeps ka chiowing us e.g. how long iz 1 tejametre? ans:5000000000 m = 5 mil km or how much iz a mole of teja? bloody hell alot tt it cud cover e universe OR tehgogo... dun b liddat... u still like marian izzit? (i rmbed telling him no last yr) OR (cannot stand this one after a while) dun bully mi ok? pick on sumone ur own size oh wait... tt's china... sighz... nvm larhz i'm stuck in tt klaz for 2 yrs running... screw werk... i shall hope 2 faint n crumple in a pile of flesh 2ml yay... then can make parents guilty tehgo walked into the light @ 2/07/2003 12:33:00 am -+-+-+-+- |
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Wednesday, February 05, 2003 e doomforge n e soulforge... 1 tt destroys... e other creates screwed up larhz... i muz get ps2 soon i dunno y i'm in such confusion now qixiang n i gonna b in e same klaz for 3 yrs soon i mean, eddy, waileong, gary, poon, george, shengli, william wong, josh chin, yock teng for 4 yrs, quite a few larhz... but i'm closer 2 qixiang than 2 e rest fun n laughter brings ppl 2gether... war n scorn break them up... games r but games... not reality... wake up stupid americans... war isn't fun... hu ask u bzbody attack afghanistan crazee bastards... now saboh all of us... disruption in economy... aiyah... no humans not much destruction lorhz screwed up buggers... ever seen in ur dream... it may b fake lah... but hey... e war in which ur frenz r out there fighting in a battle for freedom... n while u r oso in e battle, u dunno dunno whether they r safe or not... if i had e power 2 fly... i'll fly n take them all away away frm e death n destruction... screw u war... tehgo walked into the light @ 2/05/2003 09:38:00 pm -+-+-+-+- |
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Tuesday, February 04, 2003 when haf i last reached out 2 sumone in dire need of help? i dunno... when haf i last reached out n looked at e horrible truth? i dunno... when haf i last lost sumone so dear i feel like crying? i noe... last yr... 2 yrs b4 tt... 5 yrs ago... mi 2nd bdae... i dunno y i'm thinking this... e faces juz resurfaced in mi memory... looking at e temple he built... e home she kept... e life he had 2 lead n suffer in... e home he built and e family he raised... i dreamt... i reached out... to another hand... but in so doing... mi hand shriveled... turned 2 skin n bone... then bone... then dust... e strength leaves one hu iz leaving... but it saddens us greatly so... huever thot i wud cry... n cry greatly at this thing? no one cried as much as i did... not e males esp... m i tt sentimental? dunno... i lost tt... when i came 2 ri... i found it back last yr 12 june... n then... lost in e plague of tests n werk n pressure... wings of e angel... wings of light... bring mi up away frm this realm of suffering... wings of e devil... wings of darkness... bear mi all e way down... so i can flee this realm... e dragon wuz i seen... a claw mark as a birthmark on mi right upper arm yet... e claw seemed 2 haf slowly turned 2wards death... e claw of death... e taker of lives... come take mi... not them... y them... or i'll take u no matter what... for... i.m.e.bear.tt.protects.those.close.2.him. Kuma no tsume... tehgo walked into the light @ 2/04/2003 10:28:00 pm -+-+-+-+- |
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Monday, February 03, 2003 wow... haven't seriously updated this... aniwaez... izzere anithing left 2 fan xing fan xing? i dunno, nvr been thinking too much lately onlee doing, no thinking b4 or after tt gd god... i broke mi resolution... now got another 1 i can keep 2 screw e person hu keeps disturbing mi(no, tt's not it) i shall lose weight n b more flexible and agile... too slow... fun 2 b faster... i think tt i haf been better now... i can almost pass 2.4! shit... this time supposed 2 b 3.2 rite? crapz... nvm, juz train more... i din noe tt running using e ball of ur feet n ur toes help i felt so much better... compared 2 slamming on mi heels ps2ps2ps2... angpao... still muz save up... so crappy... nvm... aniwaez... went 2 diwei's house after tuition 2dae again i seem 2 b going 2 ppl's houses n staying over lots this yr first qixiang, then diwei... n they're chao nice nvm, aniwaez, played dynasty warriors achalli it's san guo yan yi wif a twist u r sumone in e story, be it sun quan, lu bu guan yu, zhuge liang... mi fav iz meng huo beeg guy too... juz tt he using battle claws his bez weapon iz 2 dragon head claws looks damn cool... barbarian lord he is i think i rmbed i think i sed tt armored core 3 rox too aniwaez... tt game iz nice cuz gort all luvly weapons there! *eyes widen n start giving tt "i want" look* soooooo many nice weapons... omg i feel so deprived... no... i not despo... god not... newaez... war sux... so many casualties... frenz shud stick 2gether, not fite... y e screw up did i say tt? dunno dogs shudn't sleep on chairs n i din noe tt dogs cud fart n drool on pillows... cuz mi dog can... it's like, 'poot' n then mi sis fren ask, 'did ur dog juz fart?' lolz... oh sucks... belt dropping... sai... still got werk n late werk 2 do... p.s. jon uses dian wei... sum guy using a large axe usually i din noe he wud use slow chars... but hey... e world iz full of surprises like how i can b kind to animals but so deadly to humans :D tehgo walked into the light @ 2/03/2003 09:31:00 pm -+-+-+-+- |