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Monday, June 28, 2004 LiStEninG tO: Vandread - Himegoto haishz... wasted another 4 hrs. 2 hrs on wc3's dota, n another 2 on full metal alchemist 35 & 36. managed a short pwnzing on mi deck last sun. spent e sun aft in city hall. playing mtg n d&d n stuff wif mi cuzzies. ok i got not much of a life. not when evry1's too bz mugging. including qixiang o_O i seem 2 b e onlee 1 not mugging. haishz. i dun like mugging... damn 2day's a short blog. i din do 2 badly during soccer. den like, 2day wuz uber boring. 1st day of sch. 1st day of jcho. 1st day of lmc. 1st day of csk & maas. =/... chao boring larhz. i fell aslp... mi eyes were hurting. i think mi contax dirty or sth. =/ den i went home 2 clean it. put on specs. bo pian... played dota wif msians. on a side note. mi cuzzie sed he had a dream. abz our grandpa. sed he wuz at science centre. n tt he wuz like, younger. den his pop ask him stay there. outside bk, where he saw a familiar couple. den he realised it wuz mi grandparents. den like, mi grandpa wuz like, "eh come~ eat eat. u wan hamjimpang? yew cha kway? dun worry, eat" den he wuz like non-stop taking out food. den mi cousin woke up in his dream realised he's in mi grandpa's hse, slping on mi youngest aunt's bed. den like, he saw a green helicopter flying out e window. he blinked, n it disappeared. den he awoke. his mom sed it wuz a way of mi grandpa saying bb~ budden i think. shudn't it b a plane instead? he used 2 werk in sia during e gd old days. i miss mi grandpa. i reeli miss him. i'm juz scared later he bcome hungry ghost. it's like, meaning diff stuff. i had a dream abz him, mi cuzzie + mi youngest aunt. mebbe he wants 2 stay wif us. i dunno. but... =/ i'm veri confused now... nvm. shall pray for his safe journey. so tt he shall nvr come down 2 e plane of suffering. tehgo walked into the light @ 6/28/2004 09:03:00 pm -+-+-+-+- |
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Thursday, June 24, 2004 LiStEninG tO: D.N.Angel - Futatsu no Negai haishz... juz crammed a day of wc3 wah laoz. getting addicted again. not gd sia. it'll kill mi studies. 2ml muz go www's hse do hist or ms tang will kill us. i'm now in kinda a pleasant daze. spent half mi day searching for mi mtg rares. which i bloody lost. n i dun even noe how. god... 200+ bucks down e drain... aniwaez. got inspired by invasion's storyline. n i juz keep daydreaming, wad it wuz like, e scene of e coalition of dominaria. helping each other. each of diff colored mana. serrans in flight wif tolarian helionauts. keldon warriors alongside elves. urborg necromancy together wif draconic might. gosh... it must've looked... overwhelming... even tho urborg was lost in e end. or even e last battle 2 seal e gate 2 phyrexia. 5 dragon nations, combined together. once old enemies, now stolid allies. multani summoning lightning and fire, to save e forest yavimaya. darigaaz casting fireballs n breathing lava. rith dropping spores which grew n jammed phyrexian machinery. treva's wings cutting thru phyrexians like light thru darkness. dromar vaporizing phyrexians wif blue magic. crosis tearing them apart wif bare claws. kore wa ryuu no chikara. kore wa watashi no yume. sou da. watashi no yume. tehgo walked into the light @ 6/24/2004 01:50:00 am -+-+-+-+- |
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Wednesday, June 23, 2004 LiStEninG tO: Vandread - Justice WTF. wuz getting mi contax yest. i wuz at j8 at 12.30. den like, optometrist not in, so i had 2 wait until 2. i bot mtg's invasion novel. den like, crap, felt like shitting. so i went 2 gv's toilet 2 crap. den i heard sum guy next door. sed sth aboz sex n sucking kok. so i thot, muz b 1 of those ppl, hu vandalise toilets n such. den after a while, while reading mi bk, e gay asked mi 2 let him suck mi kok. i wuz like. WTF. i mean, i'm not against gays or anithing. it's like, i dun like nor hate them, but this is ridiculous. n while i wuz taking a shit too geez... had half a mind 2 go out (dressd) n whack him up. budden, i thot, wadever. den i juz sat n read bk. i din dare go out sia. i wuz achalli abz 2 go out when he came in. wth. den like, i'm freaked in case he thinks i consented. gay... =.=... y r ppl liddis... haishz.. aniwaez. got a lan cable =D no more lag! muahahaha. budden i not gonna play wc3 ladder. too addictive. juz killing mi mind wif cgs. stupid ET or wadever it's called now, alwaes closed whenever i go. mebbe cuz i go arnd 12... lunch time T_T... strained mi groin area... stupid stupid falls. as in like, when i'm tired, during aikido esp, i like, bo str lift miself. i'm 1/10 of a tonne. n i'm proud of it! HA! no lah. juz tt. i dunno..... sidewalk slam came frm aikido. since aikido wuz b4 ww2. n wwe much later. we were doing weird shit for aikido. omote irimi nage... wtf. like, evade a chop, by circling e opp. in 1 movement, takes less than 3 steps, then instantly, while u're facing same direction of opp, twist ur body so u throw him backwards WADDD... damn hard la. invasion's ok la. i like e part, where in urborg, while barrin thot he wuz losing n suddenly saw dragon engines of e phyrexians turning on each other, realised, it wuz Darigaaz, Rith, Treva, Dromar, and Crosis leading their dragon nations into battle. omg omg damn damn nice imagery. sry la. i'm a fan of dragons since dunno when liaoz. =/... poor barrin tho... >.< tehgo walked into the light @ 6/23/2004 09:04:00 am -+-+-+-+- |
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Monday, June 21, 2004 LiStEninG tO: Full Metal Alchemist - Motherland
Name Acronym Generator From Go-Quiz.com =/. damn bored now sia. nothing 2 do. i realised i've changed a lot. last time, i wished for silence. for solitude, for peace n tranquility. den now, i wish for noise, ppl 2 b wif, juz 2 haf fun, hang out. in fact, i'm hating being alone now. it's like, i've bin wanting 2 go ppl's hses. cuz i'm so bored of home, n like, like i sed b4, i'd rather b wif mi frenz, than anithing else in e world. even if i want SRWMX, it's like, there's no kick 2 this ps2 or com liaoz. i'd rather b at dings' place playing mahjong. or playing soccer w/ or w/out ps2. bcuz at least liddat i'm playing wif ppl. frenz. ppl i wanna b wif for a long long time. not wif miself, not wif sum com, haishz. shall go out 2ml after getting mi lenses, get peh a prezzie. this yr's e yr, e yr tt we all dun want, e yr of judgement. i've bin so bored, i've bin looking at how stuff reflect lite... like, sum bright yellow cup, turning water yellow juz by reflecting lite. omg tt's damn bo liao la. =/... 2ml's tutoring once more. n den fri's e next. mebbe fri then pass peh e thing. wad shud i get aniwaez? =/... nah i shan't repay him for his "pressie" 2 mi. e gay pink colored ppg pencilcase... erm get sth. like wad? i'm veri indecisive. 2day i'm supposed 2 c doc. mi foot's infected. AGAIN. wtf... i realised i wuz so stoned for e prev mths, din even noe wtf wuz e pic on mi calendar for april. =.=... n it's at mi com all e while... next 2 e keyboard... haishz... tehgo walked into the light @ 6/21/2004 01:18:00 pm -+-+-+-+- |
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Saturday, June 19, 2004 LiStEninG tO: Kidou Senshi Gundam W Endless Waltz - White Reflection (D-Z Jet Stream Remix) =/... nvr evr b nice n tell mi cuzzie go lan. y? saboed mi. how? tell his mom he going 2 novena wif mi. n as far as mi family noez, novena = lan. den wtf. i'm not supposed 2 b lanning this yr. den now i tio sabo. n he oso made mi lose mi items in d2. which iz y i stopped =.=... he left for sth. i thot fetch his bro or sth. turns out, he juz 1 of e eps nvr shown, premiering 2day. thanks a lot wtf. more than 6 uniques. n onlee 1 iz i get by miself 1. thanks a lot. damn pissed whenever i think aboz it. nxt time? anithing nice, kip 2 miself n mi frenz. family? go eat shit. ya. tt's e onlee way. "did i cause u 2 lose ur items? so sorry" ya rite. fucker. damn pissed off. n i juz caused mi nose 2 bleed for sum reason. =/ redeeming factor aboz this wk. on sun, yam n pplz came over watched eng v fra den on tues, ok la. joo peng's chem n bio rems. den on tues nite, went 2 dings' hse again~ dings roxors~~ him n his parents all so nice. let ppl like mi n caiman go over so many times. =/.. mebbe it's juz mi, budden now horhz, it's like, i'm much more passive. rather, not taking e initiative... i used 2 b like, come mi hse, do this do tt. now, it's more like, can i go ur hse? mebbe i'm losing it... hu noez... haishz... maths to do for tutor =/... tehgo walked into the light @ 6/19/2004 12:16:00 am -+-+-+-+- |
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Sunday, June 13, 2004 LiStEninG tO: Kidou Senshi Gundam X - Dreams erm. lemme rethink wad i did this wk. wuz kinda boring for e sch stuff. budden horhz. it wuz ok lah. monday... lam nam wuz sick so no remedial. tues got nothing =D went home 2 slack. then wed wuz bio. joo peng's nice lah. gd bio tutor. esp since he can get our attn. our being mine n eddy's. unlike erm. our 2 bio tchers so far. dunno lah. diff tching techniques? =/ den thurs wa sian. combo. chem bio. den wuz interact bbq~~ =D damn fun! erm like, we were saving e chicken wings. stupid lower secs ended up wif big fires. burning e wingtips to a crisp. 1 wuz burnt off =.=... den like, they went 2 do sth else. dario n xiaoting wuz there oso. den i wuz like, gary, wtf. then he sed, wad's wrong wif saying tt xiaoting n daryl shud go 2 e back, n make out like rite now? then he sed, ok mebbe tt wuz a bit loud. pehpeh wuz like, YES IT WAS LOUD. lol... den at nite, gary tried 2 throw a bottle into e air damn high then catch it. instead he missed, it burst open on e grass. wif a loud splosh sound lol. damn farnie. lol den i pon chi tuition cuz it ended at 9, n interact bbq finished onlee at 9.15 =.=... instead of e original 8.30. fri i wuz sick. den went 2 temple after chionging hist. haiyar wad's wrong wif mi... i failed by a marginal score this time round. y? nvr link 2 qns... n mi phys chem bio all 3 recent tests all a1s. mebbe i'm juz not a writer? temple overnite chanting for late bhante. den it wuz soso la. went out for dinner. den came back, played 2 rounds of magic. den wuz damn tired, so i went 2 slp. darren's aunt woke us up for e erm. sth sutta which we had 2 b in e shrine hall 2 listen n not go out. seems it's for calling e yakshas (demons) or sth. so going out will kinda like, dunno? aniwaez den chionged 2 sch on sat. ss seminar. which i wuz falling aslp in. den i went lunch wif hankit, dat hau, chiang, cai, sinchi, yabbie, dings, n sum1 i forgot =.=... at pasta. shared a pizza wif han kit. we went 2 help tOB wif e busking den left 2 lan a while. den 2day yam zul yam no.2 charles hazmi coming for uefa. ok lah. i'd rather like, not b alone at home. a person can feel alone aniwhere. even if he were surrounded by non-hostiles. =/. sighz. ok lah. mebbe i stop here. i'm feeling cheery now. shall not kill mi mood =.= tehgo walked into the light @ 6/13/2004 04:37:00 pm -+-+-+-+- |
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Tuesday, June 08, 2004 LiStEninG tO: Gensoumaden Saiyuki - Bad Friends lol. poor jorh. end up wif a yang rou tang. tt has a piece of meat chopped wif a "LEA... ME/" on it. we all thot it wuz a msg. like, "PLEASE SAVE ME". onlee gary had more sense. it achalli muz've stood for "LEAN MEAT" lol. jorh gave up eating after tt. lol. n like, now damn sian lol. eh shit. i hate sec 1s. say stuff wifout considering e consequences. "waa red bean soup i wan!" at TOUCH community services, a NON-PROFIT CHARITY organisation. den e lady overheard, n being nice, asked e kitchen if we cud haf sum. it's uber paiseh, n all e sec 4s were pissed. it's like, not even half of us wanted it. den it's paiseh 2 eat, n it's not nice 2 leave it there. poor garlic had 2 eat 3 bowls, or 2.5. i took 1 n like, reeli bu xiang chi le. bie ren de dessert. n sum fucker sez he wants. not like his father's donating tonnes of cash 2 help. hell. bet his father's sum rich fucker, tt spoils his son, n givs his son evrything. haishz. n mi shift key is spoilt. tehgo walked into the light @ 6/08/2004 08:11:00 pm -+-+-+-+- |
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Monday, June 07, 2004 LiStEninG tO: Angelic Layer - The Starry Sky PoA... soso larhz. emma watson damn chio =D aniwaez. erm. kinda. bored? now. it's like, i wanna haf another party, another slpover, budden, alamakz. got parent prob. =/ if not quite song liaoz hehe~~ it wuz fun tt nite, dings' place. i mean, mahjong, jackass 1 n 2, legally blonde 2 =.=, more mahjong n soccer. quite fun lah. e no. of ppl juz nice. =/ lol i kinda like big parties too. lol but i think mine wuz juz TOO big. lolz. i feel happy now rmbing this. lol. erm. i juz lolled 4 times in a row. 5. haishz. mebbe i shall rmb e fun stuff. n erase all e unfun, sucky, boring stuff. hopefully i keep mi mind shut at nite. if not i'll think n think n think. n den 2ml wake up, gong liaoz, damn tired. emma watson~~~~~ tehgo walked into the light @ 6/07/2004 08:44:00 pm -+-+-+-+- |
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Friday, June 04, 2004 LiStEninG tO: Full Metal Alchemist - UNDO haishz. haven't bin blogging much lately. wtf. more like, not blogging at all. erm. shud i recap? erm. lemme c. o ya. i din blog cuz i din wanna think aboz stuff. like, i failed A&E Maths, EL, SS+Geog. wow. 4 subs gone down e drain. again el common test. hopefully i can ace it. bin rmbing wad maas sed. think objectively. dun get ur own emotions involved. cl o's. 2nd try. hopefully, can get mi a1 at last. seemed easy. seems i got 1st section n li jie ce yan all rite. so far so gd i hope. bin wanting 2 get sum stuff. juz bo lui liaoz. watched shrek 2 n DAT last wk in a space of 3 days. omfg. den like, 2ml, hppoa. erm i think i spending too much sia. spending shud b reduced. mi father retired liaoz. so i shud save more. but how... there's so many things i wanna get. n like, i've bin wanting 2 get them for like, a yr + liaoz. so mi sisses kip complaining i spend a lot. n dun werk. but if i had a choice, wad wud i do? u noe wad i think? rmb tt time i "liked" mi cuzzie? mebbe it's like, it's juz cuz i juz lost mi grandpa. n e person closest 2 mi, hu knew mi then, wuz mi cuzzie. i dunno. i juz felt, lost. i'm juz wasting mi life away now i guess. there's nothing much for mi 2 do liaoz. esp at home. wasted e past 19 hrs on SRW impact. den like, vesak eve n vesak day wuz so bz. frm 0930+ i wuz out on tues, chiong home at nite 2230+, bathe, go back 2 temple, stay overnite help 2 cook. den onlee on wed 2200+ came home. heh. listening to how mi parents tokked aboz mi grandpa. he made sure tt he made e effort 2 encourage ppl 2 donate, when they were taking holy water. juz thinking aboz it, i feel like crying. mebbe mi whole life is falling apart. mebbe if i dun play, dun listen 2 mi mp3s, dun slp, dun dream, juz mebbe, i'll juz fall apart n die. i rmb, i alwaes rmb, how he did stuff for mi, like i nided like, bus tickets for a project. he kept keeping them, until he forgot i no longer nided them. but it's e thot tt counts. i dunno. mebbe it's mi prob. mebbe i juz can't let go. u noe, i wun care if i'd lose parts of mi body, i'd rather use human alchemy 2 bring back mi grandpa. as a true human, once more. cuz i miss him. i no mood 2 type funny faces like =/ to miself liaoz. it's juz. it's e. it's. it's e fact he iz mi grandpa. mi own grandpa. hu came 2 visit mi almost evryday, evrytime he wuz free, when i wuz 3 n in hosp for asthma. o yes, tt i rmb, hw i dun. ha.ha. shi shi ke ke he'll call n ask how m i, or m i feeling better, eat oredi, n such. it's a xu han wen nuan thing. i nvr got used 2 it. i'm so closed up. i can type. or msg, email, wadever. but so long as it's speech, i lose e power. i lose e power 2 speak, 2 think straight. bcuz i alwaez kenot forget. even mi other grandpa. i rmb a bit, how he wuz like, when i wuz 2. n den he passed away. diabetes. forgive mi at tt grandpa. i juz kenot speak. when it has sth 2 do wif mi n mi emotions, i kenot speak. e sadness. e truth. it all juz eludes mi. so tired, juz so tired. if e gods come take mi now, i dunno. mebbe i'll juz go willingly. 2day supposed 2 go dings' hse for bbq. i think i gonna shave bald once more. mebbe. i dunno. shud i? n get wad i want. wad ima do... i dunno. frm now on, i shall try n take a more active role in mi own life. no more sitting arnd, waiting for things 2 happen. frm now on, evn if it may mean harm, i will change mi own life. 2 meet mi own standards n dreams. omatazetana. jiji. tehgo walked into the light @ 6/04/2004 02:47:00 pm -+-+-+-+- |