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Saturday, March 11, 2006 LiStEninG tO: Final Fantasy Tactics Battle Theme rofl. after an entry of "tickle me emo", i hopefully have realised what is to be. imma gonna have to work hard for my As. no more slacking, no more "hmmm i think i'll pvp from raid end to 12 am". and man was WoW today really laggy zzz. each step i take decides how far do i go in this path i have taken and chosen, whether or not by force. i've been so much more shut off once i felt the drain, the frustration, the fall. i used to turn to people to help cope with failures. now i can't. i used to just have fun. now i can't. tehgos it's a choice between this n that, no in between. ima have to leave things for another time i guess. only the things must be of a right choice i suppose. if, i can just get back on my feet after this recent fall, i'll be back on track. i've got 9 days, and less now, to catch up a few months of work. i think it's possible, i just have to put my heart into it. so what if i can't go out alot. so what if i'm in srjc. so what if the odds are well stacked against me. so what if i play com. i'm gep, and geps don't fail, don't fall, don't die out. i had a sudden inspiration from nothing i guess ahahah. but the picture holds alot of meaning. to me, it's a constant reminder that the first move made is the most important move, and a slight falter will cost u dearly. much more than u think it does. for a kendo fighter to miss, it may cost him a point. for a warrior to miss, it may cost him his life. for me to falter in my path, it may cost me my future. and i still very much want to see my friends later on. oh wells. ^_^ tehgo walked into the light @ 3/11/2006 01:26:00 am -+-+-+-+- |