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Sunday, August 29, 2004 moved to diary-x ^^ tehgo walked into the light @ 8/29/2004 06:59:00 pm -+-+-+-+- |
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Friday, August 27, 2004 LiStEninG tO: Kidou Senshi Gundam Seed - Anna ni Issho no Datta no ni SonG PlaYinG noW: Full Metal Alchemist - Riraito (Rewrite) boy m i so damn dead nia. thx 2 yabbie. n gary. n pehpeh. n jong. starts of liddis. i wuz looking for qix. hu wuz supposed 2 b wif wanker, going for hist rem. so i smsed. Ms Tang, is qixiang wif u? tang replied. No. Nevermind .. So i see you next week onwards ok. Plus sept hols .. then i smsed back. Ya ok. So when do u want mi to come to sch? tang smses back. U can think about it. Will work round your schedule. Going all out for u already. Better do well :-) considering e fact tt mi hist sux... yah.. makes sense rite? i showed them this, saying it wuz omos like blackmail. like, get a1 or like, haf guilt hanging over ur conscience. yabbie decides 2 take mi fone. n smses. I love u :-) ok. i snatch fone back n sez. That was yabbie. exactly at tt pt of time, ms tang smses, Fell off my chair. like those farnie anime shit. like. pengz. gary n pehpeh then starts sending stuff like. Y do u reject mi? etc etc. then like... damn csk din confiscate e fone... tell her confiscate dowan. dun tell her confiscate she wants... =.=.... ms tang finally smses back. Will show this to mrs lim jee nee. when i finally got mi fone back, i smsed. Err. I was in chi rem. Evry1 was using mi fone 2 sms u. hopefully she got e last sms. or i'm screwed =.=... of cos. those buggers were enjoying it... tsk. kkz ba. time 2 slp liaoz. 2ml got sch frm 8 to 3 =X sian bo... haishz. all for e last push. gogo ri sec 4 gep batch of 2004. all e best. n to all 3rd lang ppl. gl for ur 3rd lang oral 2ml ^^ tehgo walked into the light @ 8/27/2004 09:47:00 pm -+-+-+-+- |
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Thursday, August 26, 2004 LiStEninG tO: One Piece - Mabushikute wahh. 10 days nvr blog =/ i shall make a pt 2 b more +ve ^^ loll. dunno wad's wrong wif gary e past few daes. on mon or sth, when doreen chased him out of klaz when he doing chem, he sed, stupid bitch. i wuz dling porn on e com la dumb whore. at e door. best part. johari helped him open e door. =X den like on tues, i whacked him on e head. for saying untrue stuff. ocj wuz sumwhere behind us walking. den like, he sed. wah lao. dun whack mi on e back of mi head. den i replied, so shud i whack e front? then he sed quite loudly, fuck u la. lol. i turned arnd 2 c where ocj wuz. funnily enuff, he wuz 2 mi rite. uber LOL. gary saw him frown, n wuz like trying 2 hide behind mi. den like erm. on wed. walking out of klaz after maths, he sed damn loudly, AHO! which means dumbass, stupid, sth along those lines in jap. apparently he forgot jcho took jap b4, n understands =.=... so it seemed as if he wuz yelling it at her frm outside. den 2day, during recess, we were playing pictionary o.O seeing 3 black lines, gary yelled "PUSSY HAIR" when et wuz juz outside e door tokking 2 shengle. haishz. damn suay nia he ^^ 2day wuz farnie too. we were walking 2 e columbarium for lunch. mi, eddy, waileong, pehpeh. den wuz like, evry1 staring at us. i realised y. waileong had 1 crutch, n due 2 eddy's injury, eddy had 2 crutches. so effectively, they each had 3 legs 2 walk on. n eddy wuz being lame during lunch. we took turns slapping or beating him. then lee hoo, gerbert n hankit oso wuz there later on. haishz. life's so fun in ri. it's ending so soon... we muz all werk for rjc ^^ n stay 2gether again ^^ pehpeh's bz helping mi wif ambigrams during boring lessons. i noe i'm supposed 2 listen. but. hehe ^^ e most gay 1 i've made is qixiang. like. DAMN hard 2 do la. =.=... i've made lionel, which looks a bit gay. randy, which is... too damn easy. mi name, which looks a bit weird. william wuz done, gary wuz done, alaric too. i muz master making ambigrams. or even hidden words. like edmond's tehgo-gary word. =.=.... then i'll make edmond-clement ^^ i realised mi n edmondnpehpeh, got diff ambigram styles. edmond n pehpeh got similar styles, but mine's like, damn diff. e erm... dan brown bks. sum got ambigrams. but i nvr read those bks. o n i'm quite happy now. esp for mi father. he finally got a job. even tho less pay, but it's a start. i shall work harder too. n try 2 stop playing. evryday goes by too fast. i want it 2 slow down. life's juz too fun for our own gd, but. ^^ recesses n lunches r filled wif table tennis, cards n pictionary now. we've broken abz evry rule now. ^^. besides those fighting tchers n reeli xtreme rules. gogo ri gep klaz of 2004~~ we roolz tehgo walked into the light @ 8/26/2004 08:24:00 pm -+-+-+-+- |
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Tuesday, August 17, 2004 LiStEninG tO: Kidou Senshi Gundam Wing Endless Waltz - Last Impression i miss e grandma i rmb. kindly, she'd ask mi stuff. like how m i, haf i eaten. den after a while she asked diff qns. which i cudn't understand, n i din evn bother trying 2 learn. she juz laffed n asked a qn sumtimes, n mi uncles or father will say, ah po say u dun understand hainanese issit? e photo we haf of her, at her wake, wuz a foto taken, like i sed, a long time ago, during her bdae. e way she talked to us, cared for us, b4 she got demensia, n even after tt, she still cared for us. in mi mind, i knew, she rmbed part of us. i cry evrytime i rmb her kindly self, she looks so beautiful, sleeping there. if onlee i cud turn back time, n change things, or solve demensia. tears flow so freely. all i can do is stop them. or try to. while i applied 2 leave frm sss on thurs, n frm phys rem, i felt like crying too. it wud b on tt day, e last time i wuz gonna c her. she wud b cremated, n then we'll nvr c her again. i dun evn feel like playing anithing. i've bin feeling severe chest pains since sun afternoon. normal chest pains began in sec 1 or p6. it feels like sth has pierced mi heart, n wun let go. juz staying in there. ppl ask mi, do i miss her? wad can i sae? evrytime i think of her, n how i used 2 try 2 avoid her qns, since i dun understand, i juz feel regret. remorse fills mi heart. mi dad i think got hit e worse. we din c her for abz 3 mths, cuz we were too bz, n on e day we wanna c her, she goes in her sleep, n we cudn't say gdbye. i juz wonder. did she rmb us when she went? did she noe, she wuz nvr alone, cuz we wud haf been there if we cud haf been? did she noe, i luvd her alot, n now, i miss her alot as well? tehgo walked into the light @ 8/17/2004 12:16:00 pm -+-+-+-+- |
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Sunday, August 15, 2004 LiStEninG tO: Kidou Senshi Gundam X - I Don't Wanna Cry all my happiness frm last nite juz, kaputed this morning. literally vanished. we were supposed 2 c mi paternal grandma, bcuz she wuz reeli old liaoz, anitime may go. this morning, at 0625h, she passed away, in her sleep. we din get a last look at her. she died before we even got there. sure, i wasn't as close to her, compared 2 how close i wuz 2 mi maternal grandpa. n i juz like, completely got over it, e loss of mi grandpa, n now, wad happens? i saw an old photo, n i felt like crying even more. mi, claudyne, brian n cheryl, n mi grandma. it wuz. i think, 11 yrs ago. i looked 5. mi grandma's bdae. now, there's gonna b no bdae. but mi grandma wuz veri kindly, n veri strong, cuz mi grandpa died shortly after i wuz born. mi paternal grandpa. i saw her withering away, frm her normal self, then she got demensia, den she bcame more n more frail, thin, her voice wuz going, it wuz hard 2 understand her, harder cuz it wuz in hainanese. i'm holding back a lot of tears now. memories of how she alwaes looked out for mi, asked whether, jia liao bo? or like, guang ming ah, jia milo bo? i'd alwaes reply wif single word answers, since i din reeli noe hainanese. i miss her old self greatly, when she could rmb evrything. i pray, tt she has went 2 a better place. she will alwaes b a part of mi. tehgo walked into the light @ 8/15/2004 01:23:00 pm -+-+-+-+- |
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Saturday, August 14, 2004 LiStEninG tO: Full Metal Alchemist - Rewrite =.=.... i still got a b3 this time around worse... i got merit for oral, last yr got dist. this has called for more drastic action. i've been mugging until 7 for omos evryday except yest, when i slacked n played soccer until arnd 7. den we left for home... eddy got a bad sprain yest nia. during pe. den i piggy backed him all e way 2 class. sian ji pua. is tt all i've got? this morning i woke up n felt tt mi arms, as in both, felt completely strained. can still lift la. but if i try 2 lift anithing heavy, it's like, damn pain n erm... like a suan feeling. o but i felt quite happy. a bit ashamed tho. 2day sensei came for aikido, budden, it's like, i missed so many wks earlier on. =( budden sensei sed it's ok, since i got o's this yr. den wuz like, ok la, partnered ian, my cousin's fren frm nyp too. came for mi cuzzie's bdae. whenever my arm wuz stretched tho, it hurt a bit =( aniwaez. din do no mugging 2day =/ slacked all day nia... but 2ml's a diff day. 2ml's a gd day 2 mug. bcuz i gotta. =( enuff of e mugging stuff. i shud think more. ^^ hrmmm. e thingie is coming back 2 mi. thingie? erm e vision stuff. like, i dream sth in e future sumtimes, usually it's like, in e near future, but even if i do c such stuff, i dun rmb it 2 change e path of things. like, deja vu man, n NO, no pun abz mi either. seriously. e onlee time i can c my visions, is for a short while, n yet, if i'm lucky i rmb them, b4 anithing happens, if not, it'll juz happen. n i'll rmb tt i've dreamt of it b4. like i sed b4. i dreamt of mi grandpa dying. n i felt utterly shattered. tt i've seen this. n wuz unable 2 change e path of time. n i've juz seen it juz now. even when i'm playing ps2 =.=.... nvm now i'm in a happy mood =D hope evry1 stays happy tooooo =DDD tehgo walked into the light @ 8/14/2004 10:34:00 pm -+-+-+-+- |
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Sunday, August 08, 2004 LiStEninG tO: Fushigi Yuugi - Tokimeki no Doukasen eeew. a mac. =( forced 2 use it thanks 2 scrooed up scv. damn hard 2 type wif e fked up keyboard too =/... oh well. we all haf 2 make sacrifices. hmmm... there's juz so little days left 2 prelims. i'm sure all of us r feeling e pressure... wuz juz looking at mi archives. kinda funny dun u think? like, how foolish i wuz. haishz. all part of growing up ^^ mebbe. i've bcome a happier person. juz mebbe. seriously. no more change of mind. no more thots of. nvm. u all noe aniwaez. no nid say liaoz. yes i can say, i've gotten over her for a long time. juz tt u all dun believe mi. wad m i 2 say den? juz tt now i cherish things more. a lot more. ever since i lost mi grandpa. but tt's enuff tok abz him. i'm sure he'd rather mi not dwell on it n move on, juz not forgetting hu he was. yep. tt's wad he wud've sed. but i dun like e changes of e world now. it's sad how kids r turning out these days. rude, completely disrespectful, self centered. ppl say our sec 1s turned out liddat cuz of a more laxed discipline during orientation. i say, they're all e same. esp if like, they think they noe a bit of martial arts, then they can take on anithing liaoz. sum fker, moor house, decided 2 look pissed at mi, when i shouted at them 2 shut up. come fite la, cmis. seriously. this juz angers mi. ppl thot our batch wuz bad, but e boys in coming yrs, they're utter fkheads, wif no 1 on their minds bsides themselves. lil emperors they think they r. all e maids n pampering. make them, intolerable to many. tsk tsk. n they do stuff n yet not face e consequences. like sum guy, groped justina tan's ass. twice in 1 lesson. sec 3. wtf? =( haishz... they'll die in society... well. too bad ^^ i've gone back 2 watching anime. n it's not so gd lol. too many series at once will kill ur mind. FMA, Samurai 7, Samurai Champloo, One Piece, Hellsing, FMP. FMPF. R:TA, Shin Getter, Grendizer and Getter D and Great Mazinger, Shin Getter... wah sai. it IS alot nia. finished Shaman King, Shin Getter vs Neo Getter, Oruchuban Ebichu, HunterXHunter, Shin Shirayuki Hime Pretear, Ranma 1/2, Slam Dunk, Sakura Taisen, Rurouni Kenshin + OVAs, Weiss Kreuz, Fushigi Yuugi, Rekka no Honou, Yami no Matsuei, Vandread, Vandread 2nd Stage, Soreyuke! Uchuutesshin Yamamoto Yoko, Akazukin Cha Cha, Shin Getsutan Tsukihime, Burn Up Excess, Groove Adventure Rave, Dragonball =.=..., You're Under Arrest 1&2, Card Captor Sakura, Ai Yori Aoshi, hrrmmmm i think still got like 10 more, ahh heck... well aniwaez. stay happy all. i rmb sum1 once told mi. may u stay happy and round alwaes. =.=... round....... tehgo walked into the light @ 8/08/2004 08:36:00 pm -+-+-+-+- |
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Tuesday, August 03, 2004 LiStEninG tO: Zoids - Wild Flowers lol. yest wuz a shitty day for slackers like mi. cca verification o.O... mi n gary were juz 2 hu tioed. gary kena scolded by phua peck hong. den dun dare go look for eric koh for hockey. i got scolded by ocj cuz he sed i go look for leong wei shin n ask. sian ji pua. den both of us too hum to go look for eng han seng. for judo T_T... sianzzz... den spent e later afternoon doing eng =.=. which i m doing now at home... quite proud of miself 2day. even tho i din go sch. sick la. giddy n headache n a terrible throat. i managed 2 finish mugging hist at home. e whole of ww2, end of communism, rise of hitler, bla bla bla. ok i read finish e txtbk, n most i can rmb. but i shud go read it again. lol n ebichu's damn cute. shan't tok abz it here. too many sexual connotations. another 11.5 hrs left 2 mi shin getter vs neo getter ova 2 dl finish. another 1 hr for fma 42, not by spoon, to dl finish. shit i'm bz spamming torrents even tho i'm sick. yabbie's place wuz fun la. albeit less ppl. dfestes =/ i feel better now, getting a gd L1R5 despite miself, being all so shitty in schwerk n such. i got 14 ^^ time 2 push miself back up to 6. or at least 8. i gotta ace mi humans. if not, i'm scrooed. like, real dead. mi sciences, mi L1R5 can use eng, or chi, den erm, 3 sciences, e maths, n 1 humans, but, i'd rather get 7 a1s for reassurance. =( it's a tough n bumpy ride ahead of mi. kkz ba. damn tired le. still gotta finish bio n eng. later when ppl come back ask them for 1/2 geog qns. tehgo walked into the light @ 8/03/2004 01:40:00 pm -+-+-+-+- |