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Tuesday, October 25, 2005 LiStEninG tO: I'm Not Okay (I Promise) by My Chemical Romance i feeling ok now =] was much happier after talking to ppls.. sat was grandma's bday n dinner. so i went to my cousin's hse to seek peace within my conflicting self. quite fun imo =] mozart died of syphillis O_O... n0b0. amadeus is some screwed up movie yo. damn funny hahas. n mozart's depicted laughter is G_G|| k my mom agreed to upgrade my com... hopefully it comes tru this time lor... friday i din do much also lehs. i... did pw, cleared my speech script fastest.. intro n conclusion talk wad rofl. then met shawnn n jiewen... i think i blogged abt this b4. fuck that rofl. yah n jiewen i'm not regretting i'm in sr oks =] mmmm then it's like sunday i slept at 3.30 am to wake up at 5 am. goddamn was i tired. i was superrr stoned. had 2 go to temple for kathina = end of vas = end of rainy season... when the monks stop their retreat. yah. i think that's right. k then when i was in e procession i was like -_____- aslp.. met tianbao n wenda also. omg evry1's dotaing!!! zzz! then went back with my uncle n cousins n dropped my 2nd cousin off at ite. then wowed abit with rch while stoning n jioing ppl to go out hahas. in e end jiewen asked me to go with them for mahjong at her hse lor. saw their op... dun even noe wad mine looked like till ytd. a tad exaggerated and stuff imo.. then jx n ken were talking abt theirs which looked nicer but yet it's like they screwed up e model =p... then we played daidi a while until like 4 when we finally started mahjong. i pangsehed panzer n e rest... paiseh. not enuff ppl for MC rofl.. aiyah i guess wow's not truly my life (; nvm these few days haf really cheered me up all of a sudden =) tehgo walked into the light @ 10/25/2005 10:28:00 am -+-+-+-+- |
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Saturday, October 22, 2005 LiStEninG tO: First Love by Utada Hikaru alot of stuff is running thru my head i'm thoroughly bored once again. i need a life. i haven't gone out with the ri ppls for a long time. i miss e times we had fun. ytd i went out wif shawnn kenneth ben kanghong and jiewen for badminton. needless to say shawnn was acting gay n we paired in a way which was leading to suanning. but anw it was fun hahas. and effectively shawnn n i desroyed like 3 shuttlecocks after relentless smashing and shots. shawnn is prone to falling rofl. like alot alot. k i've tried keeping happy n i'm alr sick of putting up a facade. i totally miss all e ri ppl n i wanna go out with them more often. it's not e same. no cai, it's not alws abt jiewen. zzzzzz i wish i went to a jc where there were ppl i know n love =/ it's nvr e same n it'll nvr b e same i can nvr change it but i alws try to say yes i can. D E F F fuck my balls. i might get retained n alr it's damn stressful. i see e ri ppl going out with each other n they dun call me n hence i feel lonely. i'm ranting now bcuz my mind's reaching a total blank n i juz wanna throw it all out now to keep happy. being left out is no fun. wowing is but an escape, to try n feel connected to these people, but in my heart i noe i'll alws b disconnected and distant. being nice is nth. it's a false front to hopefully make ppl tink i'm happy. sometimes i am. most of e time i'm juz thinking n wondering n hating myself for not doing better for not choosing better for not using my brains. i'm sry if i pissed ppl off =/ but yah it's a rant -.- tehgo walked into the light @ 10/22/2005 05:55:00 pm -+-+-+-+- |
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Friday, October 21, 2005 LiStEninG tO: Moron by Sum 41 kkay (: yup i'm feeling like a moron now. dunno wtf to do. D E F F C5 B3 is asking to get whooped. being sick is =(... feeling like a schizo is scary ><.. it's 1.24 am n i'm blogging with sch tmr with CL ANCHOR TEST fuck sr's balls. n i'm juz checking out blogs n realise that it's alws there. we were, are, and will alws b rafflesians. i'm juz getting really sad all of a sudden i dunno why =/ i miss the turf. i miss the classes. the teachers. n now i ask myself why didn't i treasure it more. ggxX tehgo walked into the light @ 10/21/2005 01:24:00 am -+-+-+-+- |
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Monday, October 17, 2005 LiStEninG tO: Birth [Cyber Team in Akihabara] lol reading benny's n pehpeh's blogs abt how they din blog after promos... neither haf i -_-" lol... anw.. short update lols mmmmmmmmm... wasted a weekend checking up wow stuffs. then erm. monday? went home n stoned. tues i... z0mg i cannot rmb~! i shud've either stoned, or went out with someone somewhere. nice hor, either or is what i can do right -.-.. then wed was palette... wtf i seriously cannot rmb what i did! ok. thurs went to pehpeh's hse. then went to play pool with pehpeh jiewen shawnn ben and kenneth. then went to lan with pehpeh... then went home. fri went out with amish n cai to watch goal! santiago is some sexT!! ! ok then cai gtg home for dinner... we were gonna eat then we met up with dings n yabbers. we ate at pasta~ hmms then we walked abt n stoned abit as usual.. then i had a sudden compulsion to play Black and White 2, so i bought it. then another compulsion to leave my home for 1 day, so i ended up staying over at amish's place =D it was v fun! esp bming ppl together ahahahas... i miss doing that >< then mmm... we tried B&W2. optional quest, throw a barrel to 4 islands in order. simple right? i mean, u're a god and all. but nooooo. we spent 1 hr throwing it lol z0mg. i screwed up the wall to defend too =(.. so we ended up dotaing alot more hahas. then next day we ate with pehpeh then went pehpeh's hse to play/watch cpl! fatal1ty and vo0 is some gosu yo! k then today i juz stoned at home wowing n reading stuff, watching cpl, played ps2... i juz rotted lah =/... ps i also pangsehed the rest on sat ><... didn't go badminton hehes. lazy alr. then nth to do now lor... i wanna watch the flight show.. dunno what movie lahs. ^^... ok maybe i'll update sometime soon when i do haf sth interesting -.-;; tehgo walked into the light @ 10/17/2005 12:21:00 am -+-+-+-+- |
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Sunday, October 09, 2005 LiStEninG tO: Over the Fantasy by Kana Ueda [Final Fantasy Unlimited] my com's dying ><... anw ok update =p i went thru dumb days of studying/stoning, up till thursday lols. renewed WoW bcuz i missed ppl like thoban n moche n other frens i've made, like walt, and renewed frens like mut n north. thursday was v fun ^^ jingxiu ben shawnn kanghong joel kenneth jianqiang jiewen and i went to play badminton at kovan/paya lebar cc. we played till 3.. i think i overstretched my thighs/hamstring ><.. kks then it was like.. shawnn ben jingxiu jiewen and i continued to hougang to k pool to play pool =D played till abt 5.30. then ben n jiewen couldn't stay to eat out with us =((( so jingxiu shawnn AND I went to pizza hut for dinner... then i zhaoed home wowed a bit dotaed a bit hehe.. btw cindia U PANGSEHED US XP then fri i woke up earlier to do eom......... then went to sch dumped it, went out with teh boredphuckersSSss!!! god i missed them alot TT then we went to eat lunch out together like we did months b4. however, peh wanted to come 2 my hse so him and i left earlier... sry amish yabbie dings cai bonks and luap. but peh the "nvr caring abt his health" boy didn't stay over cuz he left his contacts on for 2 days -.-"" then i wowed really boringly bcuz neither pehpeh nor ggg nor edmond came back yet =( sat i ran zulgurub and dm west and i dowan 2 talk abt it. e zg run + rain made me miss going out with peh dings amish. i'm upset :@ i hope to go out with them more... haish... i miss them alot >< tehgo walked into the light @ 10/09/2005 02:51:00 am -+-+-+-+- |