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Tuesday, April 27, 2004 listening to: Shaman King - Shiroi Tsuki (Faust VIII) wad's dere 2 life tt i look forward to? i dunno now. it's like, i mean, i like being wif mi frenz. since, it's like, part of mi tt muz b wif them. or get drained. drained bad. 2day. pon sch cuz of body aches. i frequently haf them, budden last nite, too much until kenot slp. den i had nitemares. =X dunno. sumtimes, e nitemares or dreams, all come 2 form a single vision. a fleeting vision. juz 2 c into e inevitable future. y? exactly in mi mind runs e fact tt, in tt dream, i recognize miself thinking n cing this b4. so when i do reach tt point, i recognize it mentally. n den realization hits. but most of e time, i wun b able 2 rmb it. if i can, it's not a vision. i wuz nvr granted e gift of visions tt i rmb. it's like, xie lou tian mi. so i'm not granted tt much. i think it's fun 2 b wif frenz. dun u? ostracism wuz sth i nvr faced in mi life tho. for sum reason. i seem... frenly? o.O no 1 evr rejects mi. so far. hopefully nvr. i wish 2 remain evr frenly. n nvr wrath. it's like, most of e time now i think back. when i wuz young, dere were times tt i felt a little hatred n spite. but den it passed soon. i rmb once. i hated, reeli hated, this guy frm p1 n p2. his name wuz junting. i wanted him out of mi face. den i lied. sed he stole stuff. den it's like, after a while e story, u noe, fell apart. den after tt we bcame fast frenz. but soon lost contax when i went into gep n ri. sighz. a folly when young. i wished i nvr did tt. hatred begets hatred. luv begets luv. when will i evr rmb tt forevr in mi heart? since den i juz shut off miself frm hatred. until i met bryan lee. in p5. i juz cudn't tahan. like most of mi rosyth frenz rmb, i juz snapped. reeli snapped. wanted 2 juz whack him up. whack him up so bad, he will bleed n bleed. budden mi frenz stopped mi. n den in sum ppls' eyes, i wuz nvr e same again. quote yam, o yes i still do rmb yam, "up till now i alwaes thot of u as a gentle giant" i changed much. frm a lil kid, a lil, alwaes picked on, kid, in k1 k2, up to p3. den it wuz den i wuz considered an equal. now i pick on ppl. =X. i'm sorry guys, i'll try n stop. it's juz not mi animore. i think 1 thing tt changed mi wuz e world itself. 1st i oredi lost mi ah gong. tt wuz when i wuz 2. den i lost mi ah ma. tt wuz when i wuz arnd 7. den i lost mi fren dheeraj. tt wuz when i wuz 12. n he wuz but 10. shortlived wuz his life, but it brot lite 2 mi. den i lost mi beh poh. tt wuz when i wuz 13. den i lost bhante. tt wuz when i wuz 14. den i lost e lil crow. tt wuz last yr, march/april. den i lost mi gong gong. tt wuz last dec. e 5th. 7 beings 2 change mi outlook on life. life's so fragile, it's so easy to destroy. yet so labourious (no pun intended) to create. ppls' rite. i hold even e smallest of creatures, in such high esteem, yet treat fellow humans like dirt. mi mom used 2 tell mi how i tokked 2 miself. how i imagined mi soft toys wud tok 2 mi. n like, how when i felt reeli free n mischievous, will surround mi bed wif all mi soft toys. n den e nxt morn mi maid will haf 2 clear it up. i had a constant fear of e dark. of mi vivid imagination. after watching JP n alien when i wuz 3+, i grew up scared. for i kept believing them 2 b real. even until i reached pri 3 or later. oh yes, teja hu iz not scared of being banged down, wuz a wussy last time. scared of his own thots. last time i had a dream. constantly e same dream. i almost thot it real. reeli. altho it seems damn... =S i dreamt tt mi pillows n bolster n blanket were forming ghosts. e 5 pillows of all 3 beds together, formed a big pillow hulk... n den e blanket covered e bolster n wuz like a flying... thing. n constantly i feared, n fot, in mi dreams, to free miself. i alwaes ended up pulling apart e pillow freak. n e stupid bolster fux got cot in e ceiling fan =.= n i alwaes wake up, wif a thing in hand. aniting close by 2 b used as a weapon wuz taken. evn mi mom's brush wuzn't spared. so whenevr i knew i wud b reeli scared tt nite, i will surround miself wif mi soft toys, as a lil boy, thinking tt his soft toys will protect him frm nitemares. for tt lil boy's mind wuz not yet grown, n he had nvr experienced true fear. i still slp wif all mi soft toys, gundams, evn zoids n zords, all arnd mi. for all e yrs i slept wif dem nearby, i think sum of mi went into them. so evn now, at 16, i keep dem arnd mi, 2 protect mi frm mi inner demons, n 2 constantly protect mi frm miself. 2 protect mi frm changing in2 sth bad, 2 rmb tt e days of old haf passed, but i shudn't change so much. sum toys meant for display i will display it, budden, all those lil toys i kept wif mi over e yrs, like e cute lil ankylosaurus, mi first soft toy/club. e material wuz ok 2 hug, budden it wuz so hard, u cud oso use it as a club :p. spirits of dis place tt haf watched mi since days of old, guide mi now, for now i feel on e brink of despair, n tt no 1 may help mi but miself, yet i haf changed, n can no longer focus on mi goal tt i set yrs ago. i haf no offerings, but i wish 2 noe if u still watch over mi. all e plants outside, all e things inside, giv mi a sign. tehgo walked into the light @ 4/27/2004 11:39:00 pm -+-+-+-+- |
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Stuff i got frm chyuan's blog~ Survey 2 1: grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, find line 4. write down what it says: - A hound archon's base land speed is 40 feet. - D&D Monster Manual 2: stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What do you touch first? Air. 3: what is the last thing you watched on tv? One Piece 4: without looking, guess what the time is: 1425 5: now look at the clock, what is the actual time? 1430 6: with the exception of the computer, what can you hear? The fan 7: when were you last outside? what were you doing? Last nite. Waiting wif danli for mi mom n his bus at e bus stop. 8: before you came to this website, what did you look at? another website? hoonsie's blog 9: what are you wearing? billabong board shorts n giordano tshirt 10: did you dream last night? yeah. 11: when did you last laugh? yesterday. 12: what is on the walls of the room you are in? paint 13: seen anything weird lately? a cat tt disappeared in front of mi eyes. i think i wuz hallucinating. 14: what do you think of this quiz? =.= 15: What is the last film you saw? kenot rmb. i think bruce almighty during interact camp. 16: if you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy first? depends on how big e multi iz. i think a full set of armor. 17: tell me something about you that i don't know: i hate humans. 18: if you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do? Entire obliteration of e human race. 19: do you like to dance? no not reeli 20: george bush: is a fuck 21: imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her? Lenneth? 21: imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him? Seiryuu? 22: would you ever consider living abroad? mebbe. 23: will you pass on this survey? i suppose Survey 1 1. What time is it? 1440 2. Furthest place traveled? LA? Japan? 3. Last concert? nvr went to 1 unless forced to. i think. err. sum old man's 4. Ever met anyone famous? forgot. i think hulk hogan. forgot lah. 5. Number of candles that appeared on your last birthday cake? 7 6. Do you believe in love at first sight? i suppose 7. Do you believe in God? no 8. Favorite animal? depends. real animal, elephant. fantasy animal, dragon. 9. Tattoos or piercings? no. i think. 10. Last movie you saw? Bruce almighty. 11. birthplace? S'pore, Mt E. Hospital 12. Favorite vacation spot? aniwhere so long as i got frenz. 13. Own a mobile phone : ya 14. Stolen any traffic signs? err. WTF. no. 15. Ever been to jail? =.=; no duh. 16. Do you have any siblings? 2 older sisses. 17. Do you go to church/synagogue? nopez 18. Favorite Movie? quite sum. basically comedy or war-ish 19. Favorite Color? yellow, black, blood red 20. Favorite Holiday? got den tok. 21. Favorite Food? sum jap food we ate in japan. 22. Last CD you bought? spellforce 23. Favorite TV show? any anime. 24. How many televisions are in your house? 2 25. Most recently read book? e Silmarillion. given by dat hau n danli =D 26. Perfume/Cologne? marks n spencers. sum harvard fuck. 27. Do you have a phobia to anything? heights, lil creepie crawlies. 28. What do you do to relax? pick up a ctrller, play wwe smackdown 5. 29. Do you believe there is life on other planets? yah. so tt we will all die =D 30. When was your last hospital visit? this march. e 10th. 31. How do you like ure coffee? i dun like kopi. i like teh =P 32. Where do you see yourself in 10 years time? dead? 33. Color of the car you own right now? What car? there is no car~ 34. What time is it now? 1450 tehgo walked into the light @ 4/27/2004 02:52:00 pm -+-+-+-+- |
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Sunday, April 25, 2004 listening to: Kidou Senshi Gundam Wing - Rhythm Emotion gosh. boring, leadership roles. partnered i think it's rafael sensei on sat. quite a few times. wtf. den like, by tt time i mei li qi le. damn tired. so i slowly do normal prac. budden when he partner mi for demo, muz like, b more energetic. wth. dunno i wuz a bit giddy. den like, this morn go temple help. do werk werk werk. wth. den eldest cousin din come. so kenot play d&d. wth. den damn boring. wth lahz... e days r shortening, n so's mi attn n patience span. wadever hell tt iz. mi sis sez playing violent games affect mi. sez it makes mi more violent n stuff. like i care liddat. it's fun aniwaez. beat e shit outta ppl, pwnship =D i dunno. i feel bored, tired. whenevr none of mi frenz r arnd. werk iz... sian. i mean, sumtimes ok. but like, evry day 1 tonne. i tio all kinda shit. wth. sleeping iz like, ok normal, budden it's like, wake up 2 e same shit. wake up, wash up, go sch, do werk, remedials, go home, do werk, sleep. wth. like, DAMN SIAN LIAOZ. 1 day i will juz quit. juz end this. cl prelims. wow. damn boring too. wasted a whole sat morning. no cartoons, no sleeping in. oh no, juz stupid 3 papers, which ran across 7 hrs. wtf. n it's onlee 3hr15min achalli. well woop dee doo. smart tchers. break evry inbtwn papers. wtf... i think i'm bitching too much. shud look 2 e more fun side 2 life. Nuts and Squirrels~ tehgo walked into the light @ 4/25/2004 09:56:00 pm -+-+-+-+- |
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Saturday, April 24, 2004 listening to: D.N.Angel - Yasashii Gogo oh yah. joined fite club in sch on mon. hu's e heads? yam, hazmat n charles. 1st match, i won =D against maxwell. wtf. round 1. stupid shoulder ramming. gave mi a bit of pain later on. merciful match. pit cushioned area against cushioned area. then i slammed mi back in2 maxwell 2 slam him against e wall. round 2. more shoulder ramming. now i try n take e adv by grabbing. grab, push, shove, counter. round 3. now e gd part =P i giv up on injuring miself, n stop pulling mi punches. technically, they rn't punches. backhand swipes. blows. wadever. then i try n avoid e blows 2. or parry them. whichever wuz more feasible. then we had 2 end e match soon, since in e next 5 mins mi maths rem starts. so i move back, then conc n did a forward roll. instead of slamming on maxwell's head wif a breakfall, i did a low roll n did a low 2-footed swing. completely grounded him. he landed on his ass. as calculated. so it's safe. then i won by a vote =D haishz. day after's another! whee!~~ tehgo walked into the light @ 4/24/2004 10:04:00 pm -+-+-+-+- |
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shukz. nvr blog for 1 wk almost. 2 bz, no time 2 play even. ok soccer iz like, during recess n lunch. if not, no com no ps2. ponned chi tuition wif reason. budden 2 days later, which iz 2day, haf prelims =X lol i dunno. a bit weird 2day. damn sian, damn tired, damn sick. mebbe it's juz mi. dumb stuff i heard n rmb: a qn aboz if u cud b wif ani1 for 1 hr, hu wud u b wif. pehpeh - "u noe wad i'm gonna ans for this qn?" mi - "wad?" pehpeh - "mi future wife" mi - "fongfong!" pehpeh - "WTF" 2nd sis - "ma, teja hit mi wif his black belt" eldest sis - "hit u wif his brelt?" mom - "hit u wif a bra?" dad - "teja, since when do u haf a bra?" =.= i juz shut mi door in response =.= timekeeper - "gary and tay hulin" 1 hr later, timekeeper comes in. timekeeper - "justin chin and francis koh" looks at mi - "haven't u taken e test oredi?" wtf. during e paper 2 of chi prelims, tchers walking arnd invigilating. ms tang - "qixiang wake up" tcher 2 - "boy wake up" tcher 3 - "boy wake up" tcher 4 - "boy wake up" tcher 5 - "boy wake up" this repeats a lot, cuz qixiang wuz falling aslp =.= ani1 - "wad's tt for?" correct reply - "for screwing mom" when i wuz learning magic e gathering, 2nd cousin - "kor, help him lah. he's a rookie" instantly, eldest cousin - "cookie?" instant reply, 2nd cousin - "wookie! *wookie sound made*" n i ask miself, y mi... tehgo walked into the light @ 4/24/2004 09:53:00 pm -+-+-+-+- |
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Sunday, April 18, 2004 listening to: D.N.Angel - Shiroi Yoru ~True Light~ (Acoustic Version) yest wuz reeli reeli fun~ ty pplz~~~ hugz n kisses~ fun n laffter, peace n joy? dunno. but wuz gd while it lasted. i juz realised. when i'm home, i dun feel at home. i feel at home, onlee when i haf mi frenz, no matter where i m, in camp, on learning journey, i feel home. i feel tireless. even when it's like, dunno how many times i walked out, juz 2 fetch ppl in n out. i din mind. i din feel like, sian or anithing. a bit tired, physically, but like, when fetching ppl in, it's like going out alone, then coming back wif company. cai, garlic, pehpeh, hooi, yam, hoon, chin, sinchi, chees, benny, www, lam, jemima, oihao, qix, difei, diwei, jquek, marian, chiang, n dings came got ferrero rocher like chocs frm lam, then i think it's, cai, dings, chees, sinchi n oihao, tt got mi e big brite duck. then qix n difei gav mi a dog. www gav mi a ps2 original (!!!) ctrller, chin gav mi e hellsing series, edmond a coaster n cd. pehpeh n hoon gave mi a brite pink ppg pencilcase =.= but i like it aniwaez~ no i'm not being gay or sum shit. err... crap. wait wait. shit i forgot hu gav mi e wallet. =.= shit memory. sry. whichevr kind soul gav it 2 mi. >.< aww man. it wuz like, damn fun damn enjoyable damn memorable. it's these kinda things which help mi go on. things 2 look back on. like 4P's chalet last yr. or e 2MPQ chalet e yr b4. life's juz boring. but these things add flavour to life. ty lots ppls. ty~ tehgo walked into the light @ 4/18/2004 02:38:00 pm -+-+-+-+- |
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Saturday, April 17, 2004 listening to: various mp3s to suit mi now =D i realised, i'm alwaes overexcited for all these stuff. i achalli wan more ppl 2 stay over =D then can play... may b e last time i play too. i dunno. i wanna give up playing. then wuz like, listening to yam n ppl, on ppl like x n shang hu supposedly haf ocd. obsessive compulsion disorder or sum fuck. so like, mebbe it's mi. i juz feel i muz play. mebbe it's e addiction n e withdrawal symptoms =/ i wan more n more ppl 2 come 2ml. more fun. but i muz noe hu i reeli wan 2 come 2ml. these r like, those i more or less call a closer bunch, than like, evry1 else in e gep cohort. funny how so many ppl r so werked up on pressies. mebbe it's like, mi bdae, n like, i dun even noe wad i want. =/ wad i want i can nvr get. i wanna b free. i wan a dragon. i wan a maul. no 1 can get these for mi. but still. e bez pressie? u. frenz. material possessions dun last u till eternity. frenships do. n they cost nothing. but iz a priceless thing tt most ppl take for granted. pehpeh's inspiration iz our klaz. hrmm. i dunno wad mine iz. i reeli dun. i used 2 haf. werk for mi whole family. so mi grandparents can live e rest of their lives happily, wifout worries aboz cash n food. but i already lost ah gong. so tt made 3. n now, even mi last grandpa has gone. n will nvr evr come back. in mi dreams, he tells mi stuff. stuff he told mi when i wuz young. teja, muz b gd boy ok? dun anyhow run aboz. teja, eat ur greens. later i giv u sweet ok? teja, listen to ur parents. dun forget, it wuz them tt brot u into this world. teja, come, sit here, gong gong tell u a story. teja, come eat cream puff. teja, kenot b notti ok? teja, kenot quarrel wif ur sisters ok? teja, shh, play quietly, po po slp oredi. teja, how's sch? teja, muz play nice ok? dun fite. teja, muz take care of urself u noe. teja, how r ur parents now? how is sch? teja, go slp lah, later ur parents coming for dinner. teja, come come, eat drumstick. teja, how r u now? sick ah? teja, come help carry tables. teja, come help polish e brassware teja, pain, help mi raise e bed. teja, i tired, i slp now. teja, i wan to go home. teja, ... .... n then he left... evrytime i think of it, i cry. sighz. i'm veri disoriented now. i dunno y. mebbe e fact tt mi grandpa is gone, has greatly affected mi evn tho i dunno. namo tassa bhagavato arahato samma-sambuddhassa. namo tassa bhagavato arahato samma-sambuddhassa. namo tassa bhagavato arahato samma-sambuddhassa. pls. may b grandpa b well n happy. may he b born in a happy state. tehgo walked into the light @ 4/17/2004 01:03:00 am -+-+-+-+- |
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Wednesday, April 14, 2004 listening to: Gravitation - Sleepless Beauty (K.ITO + D.K) haishz. boring days again. i dreamt once more i died. like, a horrible death. alone. abandoned by ppl. n i fell. into a chasm. n i juz din scream. juz fell. watched miself fall to e deep blackness. woo. then i din wake up. pain pain pain. n like, i feel it. but i'm in e dark. i dunno wtf 2 do. n i juz sit there. n slowly, e dream dies in mi mind. n i sleep. dreamless. tehgo walked into the light @ 4/14/2004 09:34:00 pm -+-+-+-+- |
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i asked n coming: gary, george, waileong, danli, chimp, swaku, pong, trowa, sinchi, chiang, oihao, cai, kiki, dings, garlic, www, yam, lam, jquek, zul, james, lee hoo, peh, yehmin, hazmat, janice, jemima, hooi, jong, diwei wow tt's... 30! n den dere's those tt not confirmed: dat hau, jenhan, chees, marian, tao, cedric n den dere's those not coming, or i forgot whether they r, or haven't asked: teo, eddy, jorh, nickng, eugene guo, mainly rg ppl frm rosyth, yabber, yowie, hankit, michelle (koh), shijun, jian tehgo walked into the light @ 4/14/2004 09:31:00 pm -+-+-+-+- |
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Sunday, April 11, 2004 listening to: Rekka no Honou - Nanka Shiawase hrmmm... muz think of hu i inviting. i feel like inviting almost half e risec4geps. y? i hang out wif most of them. ok ppl i haf asked : gary, edmond, waileong, daniel li, dat hau, phuay hin, suaku, pong, george, trowa, charles, sinchi, chiang, oihao, jenhan, cai, chees, kiki, hankit, dings, garlic, www, jorh, yam, tao, jong, yowie, lam ppl i haven't asked but wanna or muz, wadever: jquek, eddy, teo, zul, james, lee hoo, pehpeh, yehmin, hazmat, yabbie... i'll rmb summore later =D old-schoolism? wtf m i saying? aiyah i going more old sch style. styles i forgot on mi way 2 sec 4 which iz y i wanna listen 2 nanka shiawase mi 1st anime mp3. bcuz FoR rox. rocked. whichever. it wuz gd. =D but hrmmz. shud i invite non-ri ppl? mebbe horhz. i mean, ppl like mi tuition mates, mi old schmates, if tt's wad u're thinking, no i not inviting mi other cousin. as in e 1 frm plmgs. nonono. =D tehgo walked into the light @ 4/11/2004 07:24:00 pm -+-+-+-+- |
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Saturday, April 10, 2004 listening to: Kidou Senshi Gundam Seed - Believe gosh. e bbq yest wuz fun. i think anithing's fun wif frenz. hrmmz... since mi bdae's 21st, falls on e gay NE lunch talk crap... i think i celebrate on coming sat hehe. inviting ppl 2 come for bbq. those hu wanna stay can, err... wait. considering it's not more than like, 8 or max... 12. bcuz mi hse iz big yes, but not TT big =.=;; dreams r but dreams. or r they? i dunno. i keep daydreaming, n dreaming, tt sumhow i'll die. juz like, differently. if i daydream, i keep thinking, mebbe when i die, i'll bcome a dragon, 2 fly in e skies, away frm this land of sorrow. but when i dream, it's like, so real. i'm fiting, like mad, for mi life, for mi frenz' lives. juz liddat. wif unknown figures. n i juz fite. fite till i bleed. e pain is damn real. n e blood drips. drip. drip. drip. all e way onto e grnd. marking mi stand. n i pick up a pole. stick. wadever. n i throw wadever i got left at them. 1 down, 2 down, 3 down. but. they haf infinite no.s. i can't stop them. then i look up to e heavens, for a sign. no sign. i gather wad's left, n throw miself in. evrything bcomes a red blur. n i fite. i fite n fite until i'm exhausted. then a merciful person ends it then. i c a barrel. n e finger. a loud bang, n i drop. then i wake up. dunno y. a few times liaoz. same thing. running thru mi head. i dunno. i doubt it's a sign. cuz i look like wad i m now. i juz realised sth. i can kiai. ki shout. basically tt's e idea. use ur ki (i dunno whether tru or not) n shout 1 loud blast. instill fear in thy enemies. i kiai happily sumtimes. as in like, during soccer, 1 bellow 2 scare e sec 1s or 2s. or 3s. whichever. sumtimes express kias. hehe. quite funny. cing them screw up on e spot. aiyah but i dunno lehz... i dun like this life. i suddenly juz wanna play. like compulsive playing. do i haf ocd? mebbe u noez. mebbe. it's like, i wanna go home during sch. juz 2 play disgaea/FT/WWE/i dunno. then i come home. think. I GOT LOTTA WERK. SO DO WERK N DUN THINK OF PLAYING. n i find miself at e controls. wth. then i can't stop. omg omg omg. sum1 help mi... things r reaching mi. i dunno how. like, voices. i hear ppl calling mi. i hear ppl calling for help. but i turn arnd, nothing. evry1 thinks i'm mad, i can hear things. then now, i c things. esp at nite. i saw sum1 flit by mi kitchen. but it wuz no1. i checked. then like, i c ppl disappearing. like they weren't there. as in not supposed 2 b there. a crowd, then i look at a spec. person. budden after a while, he juz disappears. even if i'm like, on higher ground. n no, i'm tokking aboz total strangers, not frenz. then i haf this feeling, at nite, sum1's behind mi. juz there. walking thru e lts tt path, esp in daylight when e lites arn't on, i feel a presence, juz like a pulse, when i walk past e darkest spot. hopefully it's juz mi =D bcuz i'll feel super uneasy, if i can c like, THINGS. hint hint. c! i juz heard pattering of feet at home. e dogs aren't moving, n i heard e pattering go past sumwhere in front of e shrine. brrrrr. i think i'm scaring miself. betta go slp. mebbe cuz it's lack of slp. yah, tt's it. muz b. gotta b. brrrrrrr... tehgo walked into the light @ 4/10/2004 11:07:00 pm -+-+-+-+- |
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Sunday, April 04, 2004 listening to: Hikaru no Go - Days i realised sth. a bit e late horhz. e std of respect n such drops evry yr. i dunno. e sec 3s were bad. or so i thot. then came yest. had 2 werk wif sec 2s for gay newspaper collection. wth. rude asses. slackers. worse than mi. last wk, already had 2 giv out flyers. so now their turn 2 do e job got more of them, even if heavy. then like, when we ask them 2 move e stuff frm 1 block 2 a central area, e bastards kpkb. then mi n hongyue ended up doing a lot of werk. then like, by e time we finished, all e sec 2s left le. then like, ok lah, we go help e major collection pt. since onlee zhao yun n 5 or 6 sec 2s wif mr kwan. then like, wah laoz. sec 2 keep playing. wtf. then by e time go home. 8 liaoz. then i played until arnd 12. then slept. oh another thing. ppl usually say "c, so n so sleeps so peacefully" but when ppl slp, u c their true feelings. they all look sad. they're suffering. esp e old folks. all like, =( kinda faces. well i suppose tt's life. but like, e younger gen less liddat. all got fone, got this n tt. all except discipline n respect. old ppl wanna sit, they chiong for e seat. wth. even i gave up mi seat. n i dun like standing esp since i go home like, 6-7 liddat. sian bo. 2ml again got sch. haishz. wad 2 do... i wanna slack. wth. haishz~~~. demons awaken thy blood of fury. rise up, n crush those hu oppose thee~ tehgo walked into the light @ 4/04/2004 10:51:00 pm -+-+-+-+- |
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Friday, April 02, 2004 listening to: Angelic Layer - The Starry Sky crap i nid slp. lots sia... wuz trying 2 stay up on temple ann. in e end i fell aslp last hr. for 1 hr+ aboz 1hr 5 min or sum shit. went 2 sch. wuz a bit like a zombi. sleepi, moody, cudn't conc. now i sick, pon sch. body reeli stiff n aching. got cold... brr... lol. i dunno. after e 1st term, i juz feel sian liaoz. sian, tired, fed up. lost e supposed cheeriness of earlier on. d&d roxors. fun. wuz screwing up mi cousins in e game. lol. "cave u juz entered has a great wyrm red dragon" we're all lvl 1. omg. nuts... haishz. i nid frontpage. mi blog suxors. so much for new com. sian... tehgo walked into the light @ 4/02/2004 11:45:00 am -+-+-+-+- |