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Monday, March 28, 2005 LiStEninG tO: Shin Shirayuki Hime Pretear - White Destiny Power Stone - Rise in My Heart Full Metal Alchemist - Candy Rain Bleach - Asterisk (PV Rip) Hikaru no Go - Days Kidou Senshi Gundam Huckbein - Ace Attacker Full Metal Alchemist - Brothers UFO Robo Grendizer - Tobe! Grendizer! Weiss Kreuz - Truth Grander Musashi RV - Chase the Wind Combattler V - ED Zoids Zero - Sasuraibito Kidou Senshi Gundam Seed - Find the Way YAT Anshin! Uchuu Ryoukou - Dame yo! Dame yo! Dame yo!! Kidou Senshi Gundam ZZ - Anime ja Nai ok. after all that crap abt, no more time to b sad. time to pick up. i got all hyped up n ready to face aniting. n then quite a few friends of mine drilled in e fact that appeal < jae itself. now i feel worried n depressed. scared once again. but i think of those who haf wished me luck. those that i noe. those that haf been with me for such a long time. n i feel blessed, to have them as friends. no matter where i go, be it ac sa or ajc or even yjc (-.-"") now ok i hope to be in ac la. aniwae. i noe that somewhere out there, in ac, in rj, in tj, in aj, in vj, in tp, in hc, i haf friends. all over singapore. lol -_- now i feel all warm n fuzzy inside. mite b e alcohol... aniwAE. wcg is coming up soon. dota compy soon. 5v5 -ap 1 round per match-up. this is like. so gay. no hope if we screw up... ac pls call me or say i've been accepted when i call. aniwae. i wonder abt stuff now. when i grow up. paleontology is fun but not practical. i think e most fun most practical job. is being a vet!!! =))) i feel happy being wif animals alot hahahhaha i dun rmb being bitten or clawed b4. even when i wuz "volunteered" to carry that 10kg reticulated python when i wuz 8. all animals r born to be loved. even man. u noe what. i shud start adopting more pets now bcuz for sum reason. i feel cheered up seeing these 2 dogs of mine. no matter how retarded or stubborn they r. their smiles light e happiness in me. i can nvr b sad for long wif them. so now i hope i can get into acjc and then go do my pcme for medicine then do veterinary studies. bcuz animals dun haf 2 study. they r more carefree than us. but they got their sufferings too.. but i alwaes feel happy wif them. it makes me overly high ^^; their happy faces when they greet u when u come back frm sch their peaceful faces when they slp. gosh. pets r gosu. i'm gonna devote more time to these friends that help me pick my life up. i mean. sure my friends r alwaes there for me to talk to. but these 2 dogs. they've juz been there my whole life. ok mebbe not. but sometimes animals are juz that fantastic. riding e elephant in chiangmai made me feel e pain it went thru. but watching e elephants during e elephant soccer match, showed me they also had stuff to look forward to. n their eyes shone wif happiness. touching scene........ e crow that died bcuz of me. e pigeon that lived cuz of me. i cried alot for e crow. disgusting most ppl will say. it's a crow. but its eyes. i saw how he felt. n i noe that i held a place in its heart. until e very end. sad yes. but i felt e joy at first. e joy to see it fly like 2m b4 it had to fall. frm a flightless injured bird to being able to flap abit n fly. e joy n sense of achievement is unparalleled. ok mebbe children will make u feel that way too. but can u haf like 20 children? doubt so. having a hummingbird flit frm 1 hand to another. e feeling is pure bliss. like heaven. only that it's on earth ok bugs r icky. brrrr. i'm having goosebumps thinking abt a bug farm. ughh. that's e only animals i can't reeli stand. tolerable but not liked -_- aniwae. those iguanas at bryan's uncle's hse. so big. but they were nice to touch. n nice to see n b wif. reptiles aren't as icky as bugs. lizards suck. but so do all domestic pests rite... mebbe not crows cuz i now noe they r cute to quite a large n unknown extent to many.. u noe what? i shall go run an adoption drive. i'll prove to my parents i can handle as many pets as possible. feed them wash them pick their.. shit.. up. i rmb lee hoo's dog n his chinchilla. so cuteeeeeee. n so peaceful too... i wonder if i can make dogs n cats coexist. i think can! i wanna do it lol. all those cute animalssss ahhhhh i'm getting too high lol. they. are. too. fucking. cuteeeeeeeeee. =))) oh damn. probs of space... nvm! i got a big enuff garden!! =) time to prove that i can handle petsssss omgomgomgomgomgomg. cute animals > sch and evry other human crap. friends =/= crap ok. therefore. friends & cute animals & family > ALL! MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA tehgo walked into the light @ 3/28/2005 11:24:00 pm -+-+-+-+- |
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Sunday, March 27, 2005 LiStEninG tO: O-zone - Dragostea Din Tei
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Friday, March 25, 2005 LiStEninG tO: Hilary Duff - The Tiki Tiki Tiki Room O-zone - Dragostea Din Tei Originale Hilary Duff - The Tiki Tiki Tiki Room O-zone - Dragostea Din Tei Originale Hilary Duff - The Tiki Tiki Tiki Room O-zone - Dragostea Din Tei Originale Shinkidou Senki Gundam W - Last Impression Tales of Eternia - I'd Love You to Touch Me u noe. i can see evry1 being ok. but not me haha. no longer in anywhere i wanna b. my mom sez my playing of WoW killed me. guess what. din haf WoW that time -.- then also. i shud've tried out for poly i'm down all e way. as sad as when ppl in my life left me for gd. it's juz that. e pits. i got 9 n went to yjc. fair isn't it. i shud've like stoned my way thru o lvls. not waste evry afternoon in ri. wasting tchers time. we've been trying to cheer each other up. hope that works =) haha going out n stuff talking cock wif wl gary edmond bonks it helps. thx guys for that. i'm sick of worrying already. now's left judo appeal. n i'm scared once again. leaving e raffles family is a sad thing to do. thx michelle n charlotte for cheering me up =) but either way. quite saddening. it's not like we wasted our life away b4 o's. we stayed back. until late. juz to mug. to do well. n we did. we did well delinquents. but no. moe loves gunning down anything above 10 pts. rather. 7. once again we pray. me n bonks, for judo to get us thru. pehpeh trying soccer. n i nvr imagined e day when i had 2 appeal to so many jcs. with 9 pts. is 9 that lousy? ppl say moe caps gosu jcs so that they dun get gosulated by us. budden issat fair? cut offs dropped like water. this is enjoyable. wasted choices + appeals r not doing well. n i'm nvr going back to yjc until i find out what's e appeal results. seriously. then i go try nyp i guess. no pt going for sth as gay as a lvls. study hard n dun get anywhere gd again. that isn't my idea of fun. this juz discourages all of us i guess. i mean. sure. ppl say. ac is fun ok. but deep down, who dowan to go back into e raffles family? it's all a coverup. e hurt that's there. jcs jcs jcs. seriously y do we get e fucked year? n raghu wuz very encouraging to me e whole time. thx raghu... i nvr thot i'd juz sit down n waste my life away atm. i guess it's time to change my life. change it bigtime. what else can i do. worrying n hoping isn't my thing. praying either for that matter. i hate hanging in e balance. shawn wuz smart n went to poly. fuckitall. auspicium melioris aevi? wadever man. tehgo walked into the light @ 3/25/2005 10:52:00 pm -+-+-+-+- |
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Wednesday, March 23, 2005 LiStEninG tO: Card Captor Sakura - Hitotsu Dake same like dings, i wanted 2 blog abt what a fun time we had. since fri i stayed at his hse to monday. in between wuz pool dota ps2 n more stuff like spongebob squarepants n friends season 8 as well as teh gosu tiki song. but no. tues, 22 march, i woke up to check posting. 9-3 = 6. now looking at past yrs rjc arts cutoff like 8-12 wow. this yr it's 5! n i din get to ajc cuz it wuz 4th choice. so where i go? yjc! where 80% of 2nd intake nvr went jc for 1st 3 mths n last yr they had 70% A lvl PASSES pehpeh bonks jong sinchi caiman garlic went to ac while me dings dathau tong and zhengyi went to yishun. fuck seriously. wtf did i do wrong? my sisses congratulated me wif 9 pts. evry1 sed i did v well. considered i study not much shit. 9 pts. last yr it could go to most top jcs. this yr, ajc? if u put first choice. sa? 2-3rd choice. i feel depressed still. fuck moe ok. seriously. i've nvr seen a time where we were sadder. gd luck delinquents. for 2mr's appeal results. tehgo walked into the light @ 3/23/2005 10:51:00 pm -+-+-+-+- |
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Friday, March 18, 2005 LiStEninG tO: Guilty Gear XX - Haven't You Got Eyes in Your Head Shin Kidousenki Gundam W - Burning Hikaru no Go - I'll be the One Kidou Senshi Gundam 08th MS Team - 10 Years After Chuuka Ichiban - Aoi Sora ni Deaeta Yami no Matsuei - Akuma no Trill Gensoumaden Saiyuki - Solitude =) learnt how to play pool today. it din seem so difficult after a while. but lost all my games =/... e last 1 wuz damn close. gg difei r teh gosulator. he gosulates evrything when we went to meet elaine, he asked if we can gosulate her. -.-""? also. when mi n peh were eating ice kachang at food junction talking to nat. sitting wif mingjie n 3 other girls who i dunno at all =( aniwae. then difei comes along lol. n apparently he talked to nat b4 but she dunno who he is but he noes who she is. so gg. but heheheh. we, or i, xie lou mi mi =) apparently he sez she, wif sinchi n i, r at e forefronts of e Anti-Deace movement. wtf? y? cuz we propagate e fact tt he's jioing janice. n then he wuz complaining tt e in thing in hci now is Deace's blog Deace n his cynical escapades in tpjc. gosu or? hahahaq pehpeh came up wif hahahahq. or hahaq. whichever. cuz. i think it's a typo. n i sed wtf? n he happily said it again. so now. we shud all laff like hahahahahq. gg lol. back to e escapades of deace. he took long to eat cuz wl lost his belt. for his leg. so would b late. so ends up that me n pehpeh went to eat -.-" i wuz like thinking mebbe eat ice kachang n then zhao is ok. then ends up wait 1 hr. gg no re. lol. n then edmond came along to buy gc too! oh yeah. another random observation tt pehpeh pointed out to mi n i confirmed. nat koped edmond's wallet! same wallet, n edmond lost his. coincidence or? heehhehee. then we went to meet wl at e mrt n then go sim lim. our gcs were bot reeli fast. like 5 mins we stone in shop then ask price n buy. then ends up we took long waiting for deace/difei n wl to buy their headsets. both bot e $104 sennheiser set. rich bastards. aniwae. then wl wuz complaining he spent e most -.-"" then gary met us while we were waiting for wl n deace 2 buy their headsets. ends up. we went to bk n eat. ok. WL went to bk n eat. e rest stoned n talked cock as usual waiting for him. then after tt, we went cine to pool. pool's fun =) but i too kan chiong as evry1 sed TT well first timer mah. nervousness is there =/ aniwae. after losing 4 rounds gg. then we went to eat at taka. gary insisted we were to watch e live sesame street show sunny days, sweeping the. clouds away. errr. aniwae. ate at kfc. both sides shared family feasts i think. me gary n deace, wl pehpeh edmond. apparently we couldn't finish lol. felt sick after tt meal -.-"" i think too full. or too oily =( ok, i rmb now. while walking to taka, we were talking abt e for the win thing on e forums. then after awhile gary sed ftw. n what me n edmond sed was. fuck the what. gg no re lol. edmond's gosu sense of humorrrrrrrr. i miss it =/ then we kept talking cock all e way to coffee bean to meet elaine. when wl called her, gary sed, wl y r u nude? n it wuz retarded cuz wl juz sed he's outside coffee bean. lol. kk then we went in n talked to her. deace attempted to gosulate her by idk how. pehpeh e bastard koped her fone n passed it to gary who called wl using it. "that fatty koped it" when i wuz standing next to wl. he pointed away frm me, but elaine still asked me where wuz it -.-"""""""""" THAAAANKSSSSSSSSSS. gosu or? alwaes happens. wl told her not me. then she sed ok, looked arnd, n asked me again. gg or? k then life went back to being boring. =/ got scolded when i went home. blablabla yak yak. then after tt ocj called me up after seeing my sms. n i wuz playing wow -.-"" helping mut n his bro. while ggg/wl was stoning. then he talked abt how my chem isn't that gosu, nor my cca, shud go for sum interview (-_-) or use gen appeal. which i wuz gonna do -_________-... then wow lagged like ass i went to play dota instead. gg or? aniwae. i shud go for aikido as asked =/ as in. mon wed fri sun tanglin, tues thurs sat cairnhill... my sensei nice enuff to say i dun nid 2 go on wkdays. but i saw how he gosul... gosulated [-.-]""" e nidans n us shodans. n it's like only in tanglin lor. biased bugger =/... alliteration! but so far he hasn't been personally teaching us in cairnhill... quite upsetting. even my cousin feels so. i guess it's like, not used to it. frm young sensei taught us, then now it's like he dun care. ok he does. but i guess it's like work n e new centres tt's y he's not coming.. haiii aniwae. hope 2 get into rjc science. i only like chem n hist. like wtf. gg or? =/ physics is ok... but i like hist alot =( zzzzzzz. time to slp i guess. eyes drying up TT. reminds me of garfield comics hahahahah tehgo walked into the light @ 3/18/2005 02:03:00 am -+-+-+-+- |
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Tuesday, March 15, 2005 LiStEninG tO: Mahou Sensei Negima! - Happy Material Matantei Loki Ragnarok - Rakuen no Tobira Bleach - Thank You! Kidou Senshi Gundam Seed Destiny - Life Goes on Full Metal Alchemist - Shounen yo, Shinjiru Nakama yo ahahahah this is a farnie anime wif a hell lotta hentai notions. dowan 2 spoil in case ppl gonna watch heeee. hrmmm aniwae... -.-"""""" i did not juz grunt. so no. not grunting. -.- it's getting boring againnn. i juz rmbed y i keep going my cousin's hse. not cuz i go play wif them games n all. but also cuz then i go out wif their frenz too lol =) poly students giv a diff perspective to evrything o.0 i think i go wif e tm members for clan outing =) bcuz i'm bored stiff at home. literally. my whole body feels like a log. too bad i noe so little ppl =((( time 2 make new frenz in new jc. no fucking matter where i go oh lol. b4 wl joined us on wow we were laffing at mc =p n mut fell aslp while playing or sth -.-"" okaaaaaaay. to mi left is e dark nite outside. it's getting a wee freaky. no wind i guess. =/ zzzz i keep staying up so late. n now i've gotten into a habit of waking up past 11.30. gg or? buttt! i can wake up if sum motherfather walks towards mi room. so at least mi alertness is not gone yet. yettttt. "[53] Are We There, Yeti?" gg or? my supposed frenz nvr call me out to... go out. i feel damn sad T____T. but hey. shit happens. n it happens i'm not e kind tt ppl will call to go out wif. so gg. nvm. next time i hope i can b juz an avg person. that can hide in a crowd =) bcuz then i can b t3h sil3nt kill3r ^^ zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. i'm still trying 2 find it within miself to forgive a certain person. that person i've known for so long. but also. so many things haf happend. alwaes there's a cause for things. that person may b hurt now. but i rethink again. n i juz can't find it. to b close to that person once more. as before it had happend. ok new line =))))) i recognized e quiz tt eddy bonks pehpeh edmond did. i did it b4 -.-""" when i wuz younger. too lazy 2 do again =p atm i'm juz staring at blank space n watching e lines of words merge. it looks cool =D -.-""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""" my dog's having a nightmare... making funny noises n moving in his slp lol. poor thing TT.. so old already.... i look at him, n realise. i dun wanna grow old alone. shit i see movement outside near e gate... ok no1's shadow... mite haf been mi imagination. or dog. or..................? gg... i'm getting more scared now. wtf. i'mjustthinkingwhat'sitlikenottohaveyouinmylife. iguessiwouldneverwantyoutobeoutofmylife. itwouldneverbethesameandi'llalwaysloveyounomatterwhenitis. youaremysourceoflife,myreasontocontinuelivingoninthisshell, andyouaremyhopeofabetterage.neverthinklessofyourself. truestrengthcomesfromwithinourhearts. believeinwhatyouaregivenbyfateandusethemwisely, fortheyareyournaturalgiftsofnatureandgodandwhosoeverbroughtyouup. random posting ahahaha. i dunno what made me feel like saying that =) tehgo walked into the light @ 3/15/2005 02:57:00 am -+-+-+-+- |
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Sunday, March 13, 2005 LiStEninG tO: El Hazard... idk wad's e mp3s actual name hahaha
...... gged =/ tehgo walked into the light @ 3/13/2005 04:47:00 pm -+-+-+-+- |
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Friday, March 11, 2005 LiStEninG tO: Bleach - Life is Like a Boat Kidou Senshi Gundam W - Rhythm Emotion Pure Galaxy Angels - Happy Question Guilty Gear XX - The Original Kidou Senshi Gundam Seed Destiny - Life Goes On Guilty Gear XX - Till Next Time Hikaru no Go - Music is my Thing i feel happier. =) aiya it's alwaes liddat la. i'll feel happier. but sth will make me sad. nvm i hope e happiness lasts =))) i ponned yest. long day = gg no re. uhh. i juz talked to wanker who signed in. n i saw he got his old pic back. so i sed, HEY WANKER. U GOT UR OLD PIC BACK. i was gonna say NOOB OR?. then i realised. it muz b his sis or bro or mother or father signing into his com -__- heheheheheheh. bad mistake =X yeh aniwae. i ponned yest. even tho we were "supposed" to get our prog reports back. ends up sinchi dathau shawn shuhui hany kaili jo steph stephen jaron desmond all went 2 sch for long day for nth =p n so we all got pissed. n decided 2 pon sch 2day. =) i ponned 2 days + 5 days. gg or? but they decided yest to haf dinner outing 2day -_- so i haf 2 put aside evening ST run wif wl =/ n pehpeh was saying, wtf u put wow into ur life. n i wuz like, no but it's cuz we agreed liao. quite bad 2 go against ur word. esp to frenz. some teachers hinthint yati can b ignored. pang saying, yati is pmsing 24/7. lol or? my class is fun that they finally choose to do retarded stuff like 4Q T______T... i still miss 4Q.. summore wanker won't b in rjc at all EVEN THO HE FUCKING GOT 6 PTS i think andrew withdrew frm cjc liao. hehe n sinchi n dathau refers to him as "ur retarded friend" or "mr mount" mr mount cuz he was shouting in class b4 sch started "I GOT MY MOUNT I GOT MY MOUNT" to me -_- n lisa, e rg bu in my chi class, got like wad. 4th in sum poetry compy. seems like terence teng yansheng tengy n e other girl who i forgot her name (sorry!) r staying on in cjc -_-... gl hf sia. quite sad to leave them too =( ok now i've juz made myself sad -___________________________________- n pulled a long face lol... btw DeAce likes Janice Tay frm tpjc n cuz there's these 2 russians (k i reeli dunno how they're in tp) that janice likes. he keeps saying that all enemies in dota (-__-) r russians. n qixiang is juz farnie -___-... i wonder y he keeps ponning even tho he wanna stay on in tpjc lor =/ like some other ppl i noe hinthint coughcough marian. -_- yeh aniwae. i rmb my p3 class evry1 was like. fun n mugger too. then like a few days back i msned my fren arul. then i asked how he did for o's... turns out he's in sec5 now. i felt super bad. n super sad. how come? k now that's over. danli failed in cca appeal. hope he gets in wif gen appeal. I hope to get into sci wif gen appeal -____- n OMG. i rmb tt time we went out wif e aj ppl (quite long ago yes -__-) n we saw joey at e xbox in j8 again. like wtf? xbox same games same demos fun meh. nearly typed demos as demons -_-... aniwae. yeah. like wtf man. n dathau is super pissed at desmond now. he was pissed at desmond in e past. now is super pissed. cuz desmond, being e slow retard he is, kept "unintentionally" making digs at dathau's score. n qx thinks nami tamaki is disgusting cuz she dye her hair white. i think white's ok if u're doing some show. like e Snow Queen in that hallmark show.. oh lol. i rmb pehpeh at caiman's hse saying "WTF y does my fone haf Dota in its dictionary!?" lololol. seriously wtf lol. n my mom blames me for e taoni (no pun intended wtf) spilling in her car. when i wasn't in it. i din ask her to buy. she juz sed she was being nice n bot. in a cup form -____-... smart or? zzz. i was rite. sth will make me sad. n it has. a fish died T___T... now left 4... poor fish.... fuck man. how did it die lor =/ oh yeah. how come jquek sez powned rather than wad we say. which is pwned. nvm... random spouting i guess lol. yeh i'm e kind of person hu juz sez wadever comes 2 mind. gg or? =) i rmb fucker wl talking to pehpeh tt time. wl: but wl: BUTTTTTTTTTTTTT wl: and teja has a huge one. -________-... okayyyy... zzz bored lol. i've been on this entry since 11.07. n it's now 12.30. haii. 2nite dinner =) last time wif class =( hope we stay in touch =) like our sec/pri sch. even tho we've only known each other for less than 3 mths mine even lesser cuz i ponned like almost 20% of e time. btw. if u've noticed this entry has more "listening to" songs... cuz i wuz too lazy in e past to put all in lol. i'll juz put 1. =X. this time i put whichever was heard when i wuz blogging hahaha tehgo walked into the light @ 3/11/2005 11:07:00 am -+-+-+-+- |
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Tuesday, March 08, 2005 LiStEninG tO: Bleach - Asterisk Kidou Senshi Gundam Seed Destiny - Destiny bleach is cool =D aniwae. on to more serious matters not anime. pehpeh's sick TT... nvr take care again =/ late slping cuz of...? runs? gg or? lol izzit juz me, or is evry1 like juz dying. as in like. evry1's juz deflating. nothing left mei qi li. sinchi's stoned as per normal =p n thanksss i deleted his post lol during hist =p somehow i juz suddenly feel paranoid again. muz b tt bastard michael tan influencing me. what if i can't get into rj? gg or? n if u note how silent my tagboard is. u noe how i'm left here alone to rot. even maxwell got more frens than me. however. i've nvr felt more alone in my life. it's like, sometimes ppl will call me go out. oh yay. then wad? even when i walk in a grp of ppl i feel alone. no 1 to talk to. i talk abt random stuff. then fade back again. ppl like pehpeh hav more frens duh dings, dathau, sinchi. boredphuckers n team x basically.. bcuz like my mom sed, cuz i'm big, evry1's scared n i'll haf lil frenz. u noe. i think ppl haf heard me talk abt my cousins e whole time. yeah. y? cuz they do stuff ppl usually dun do to me. n it's fun stuff. wad ppl usually do for fun. but ppl r scared i mite take offense. n gg no re. i juz get avoided. my cousins may b a lil weird. but they're nice. n they treat me like another person. not sum1 that nids 2 b treated diffly.. zzzzz. mornings r tiring. i dunno why now... i can't slp at nite. i juz stone arnd until 2. or 3. n slp. usually i'm lucky n it's only 1.30am. nothing sticks in my head. frm ppl i noe to wow to dota to soccer to o lvls to ppl i hate to aikido to my dogs to my soft toys to my book. i think i'm gonna end up like tt madman we saw at serangoon gardens... =( a killer instinct is once again getting stuck into my head... n wl hates me. i guess. i'm alwaes e butt of his jokes -_- ps i'm juz randomly spouting stuff coming to mind. atm i'm stoned n thinking wad to do next. i mite as well go type letter n withdrawal form i guess. zzz thinking of sch sucks. kiach came up wif e idea of meeting up wif 3A1 ppl that's like, -________-... 1997.... gg or? but i wouldn't mind meeting up wif ppl like bryan lum. it's scary to noe ppl hav changed. memories suck. memories bcome bullshit later in life. except memories of those u luv n cherish. .... i'm suddenly feeling sadder than before i began blogging.. -___-... n i feel like now. i haf no 1 to talk to. even tho i'm talking on msn. it's not e same. not e same soul searching i used to do last time. ok frankly, mi mind juz blanked out. went to scroll for mp3. looked back at this, n stared. there's no time for regrets. i think. i regret growing fat. yeh. n therefore i shud join rj judo n get my ass worked off by enghanseng. hehehehehe. my mood still hasn't lightened =/ lol wl n his l33tsp34k nicks... we all got influenced =p n i still think wl hates me. wl's farnie at times. like making retarded beeping noises to imitate e mrt door closing -_-... tt was funny. but i juz can't find it in myself to laff. most of t7's withdrawn. hell man. that's kinda screwy. i think andrew thot i abandoned them n withdrew first =/ alex too. n e rg bu tt i nvr reeli rmbed e name =X it's hella funny how qix thinks i make online frenz easily. but online frenz r juz that. u dun noe them personally. omg i can't type right... as in like. spelling scrood. yeh n i still kenot for e life of mi understand y my fren frm temple is in a SS. gg or? n remind me cjc sucks cuz we wasted 20 mins opening a new room n blessing it. sure it's a religious thing. but cuz of that hellotta ppl got detention n they have gosu maths cuz i ponned 5 days, 2 hrs of detention per day? according to e discipline master, 5x2 = 14. lucky me. i get 4 hrs bonus. i feel lonelier =/.... i miss my ri frenz. n most of all. i miss u. tehgo walked into the light @ 3/08/2005 10:28:00 pm -+-+-+-+- |
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Thursday, March 03, 2005 lol got bored while staying up... k i koped this frm eddy who koped it frm hk n pehpeh. 1. Would you marry for money? can't tell. 2. Have you had braces? no. 3. Could you live without a computer? no. 4. If you could live forever in any time period whenwould it be? tough. 2001-2004? 1993-1995? iono. i could live forever in 2003-05 i guess. gosu class n other frenz. 5. Do you drink enough water? no. yes. fuck. dunno. 6. Do you wear shoes in the house or take em off? dumb qn. off.. duh. 7. What are your favorite fruits? BANANA. n pears. 8. What is your favorite place to visit? japannnn. or wif ppl i noe well ba =/ 9. Are you photogenic? nope. 10. Do you dream in color or black and white? color. but i'm color blind. gg. 11. Why do you take surveys? bored n there's nth better 2 do yet. 12. Do you drink alcohol? secret =p 13. What is the most beautiful language? language of e earth i guess 14. Do you like being kissed when you are asleep? of cos rite...... 15. Do you like sunrises or sunsets the most? i dun like e sun much ^^... i guess set. 16. Do you want to live to be 100? no i'd rather die early thx. 17. Is a flat stomach important to you? not reeli ^^ i'd juz rather b useful thx. 18. Are you tolerant of other people's beliefs? yea 19. When you watch movies at home, do you like the lights on or off? off n b darkdark. 20. Do you believe in magic? yeah~ blink frost nova arcane nova arcane nova. gg. 21. Do you think you can draw well? think so. ^____^ 22. Do you like to watch cartoons? yeah~ anime~ hentai~ cartoon network -_- 23. At what age did you find out that Santa Claus wasn't real? did i even believe? 24. Do you write poetry? no. 25. Do you snore? no. or i'll kill e doc who asked me to take out my tonsils thx. 26. you sleep more on your back, front,or sides? sides ba. can't reeli tell what... 27. Would you rather have a poodle or a rottweiler? neither. i like my dogs. 28. Are you basically a happy person? yeah 29. Are you tired? who isn't lor... 30. Did you drink anything with caffeine in it today? nope 31. Have you ever met the one off the internet? yeah~ a few~ like thaddeus 32. How many phones do you have in your house? lost count. it's fucking 3.30 am. 33. Do you get along with your parents? iono. i think they think i hate them. 34. Do u smoke? did. n gged cuz of asthma TT 35. If you're gonna talk to someone... i'll pick up e fone n dial 9x7x6x6x tehgo walked into the light @ 3/03/2005 03:13:00 am -+-+-+-+- |
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hmm i changed back n changed layout. it seems better. i finally m hating e dark. i got 9!... ok it's not that gd. but it's not that bad. seriously. it saddens me 2 c ppl getting bsed by o lvls. that they worked hard n get this shit now. it's juz v upsetting. esp after e results were out. some ppl went 2 squash courts to cry. to erm, fa xie their qi. i think e sadness does emanate frm them n give it to others too. ok. i'm gonna withdraw frm cjc. dumb move? idk. but i noe i dowan 2 go back there again as much as i can. time 2 go exercise lol =p. hmmm. apparently it's quite gay lol. as in like erm. on sat i went 2 my cousins' hse for fun as usual. then sun went 2 cai's hse to watch FA finals. as usual pool lost TT... they looked like they were gonna win wif that 45s goal.. then went home. for like 1 hr. then met wl pehpeh gary n some others for lunch. then came e time of reckoning. i seriously thot i wud get 12 la -_- me n my fucker attitude. aniwae. then went out to eat n all. then dings asked me n peh n sinchi n dathau n yabbie n chiang over. so i went home, bathed n went. i onlee came home on tues lol. n apparently i hadn't been home for more than 3hrs in 3 days. plus. at dings' hse i forgot 2 slp -___________- i juz slept for like 13 hrs until this afternoon lol. my first time i slept so long wifout interruption + reaches to afternoon... then 2mr i not going cjc. cuz long day. fri then take form 2 withdraw. 9 pts i hope can go into rjc. if not i seriously gged... i'm praying daily that all those who have chance of getting into rjc, whether arts or science, whether boredphuckers or crutch gang, to get in. plsplspls lord let us b together once more. time 2 slp lol -_- edit: i felt like penging after reading my archives haha. shows that i've changed alot. n i feel like teh gosu~ tehgo su. erm. wtf no -_- i'm feeling truly happy for once. for this is e nite. e nite that is silent. is peaceful. n most of all. dark. ima nite person. can't get me like in e morning most of e time. find me when e world is dark, n e sounds r little. but i noe that. i'd like to see e sun rise frm my room window once more. =D tehgo walked into the light @ 3/03/2005 01:57:00 am -+-+-+-+- |
