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Name:  tehgo
Age:  18
Hobbies:  WoW, hanging out
Likes:  Anime, animals
Dislikes:  People who betray trust
Faves:  My friends, nuff said

The closer you get to light, the greater your shadow becomes.

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Tuesday, May 31, 2005

LiStEninG tO: Kidou Senshi Gundam Seed - Believe












The Keys to Your Heart



You are attracted to good manners and elegance.

In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you.

You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic.

Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily.


tehgo walked into the light @ 5/31/2005 11:55:00 pm

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LiStEninG tO: Shaman King - Hana Hoshi Sora

You scored as Buddhism. Your beliefs most closely resemble those of Buddhism. Do more research on Buddhism and possibly consider becoming Buddhist, if you are not already.

In Buddhism, there are Four Noble Truths: (1) Life is suffering. (2) All suffering is caused by ignorance of the nature of reality and the craving, attachment, and grasping that result from such ignorance. (3) Suffering can be ended by overcoming ignorance and attachment. (4) The path to the suppression of suffering is the Noble Eightfold Path, which consists of right views, right intention, right speech, right action, right livelihood, right effort, right-mindedness, and right contemplation. These eight are usually divided into three categories that base the Buddhist faith: morality, wisdom, and samadhi, or concentration. In Buddhism, there is no hierarchy, nor caste system; the Buddha taught that one's spiritual worth is not based on birth.

Buddhism

100%

Hinduism

100%

Islam

92%

Paganism

79%

Satanism

75%

atheism

67%

Judaism

67%

agnosticism

58%

Christianity

42%

Which religion is the right one for you? (new version)
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fowned

tehgo walked into the light @ 5/31/2005 11:52:00 pm

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LiStEninG tO: Shin Getter Robo VS Neo Getter Robo - Storm
Gensoumaden Saiyuki Reload - Trigger
Mahou Sensei Negima - Itsudatte Love & Dream
ChoDenji Machine Voltes V - Voltes V no Uta
Mahou Sensei Negima - Tattakae Bakaranger

e allergy is still here!!! why!!?? anw. it's like so boring now. evry1's bz. wif sch n w/e w/e. so i'm going sch on thurs n fri. after being sick n stoning n wowing at home wif walt n moche n thobby n shan n naked. so mebbe it's tru. ok. i took DISC test like er in april. for sch. for pw... -.-|| n so. i'm an SI person. someone who is stable (bullshit), steady (worse) and silent (...), while still being influential. i make frenz easily n rmb them. mebbe it's tru. bcuz i rmb ppl from my old guild. ppl from ages b4. i recently found out a guild member who was booted from guild by north was my ex p1-3 classmate... i still keep in contact wif e msians n taiwanese n canadians n americans whom i've made friends wif over e internet. i've nvr met them in person, but they alwaes seem so nice n fun n like us. haha i ran thru my msn list n wondered who some1 was. turns out it was during last yr we were playing, a guildleader in Archmage n that i worked quite closely wif him. and this constantly reminds me of my frenz. it's so tiring to b alone. so scary. i nvr wanna experience it.

n i'm wandering now. juz wandering. hoping for a sign to lead me to e path i desire to go. i'm lost n hoping. i'm lost hoping. each step is different. each step changes my destiny. n my path ahead is covered in e fog of uncertainty. my pillars of light r slowly disappearing. each step drains my life energy out of me. i'm a lost soul finding my shell. my place of belonging. e place where e light is e strongest. when my alma mater beckons for me to serve her once more, i will heed that call.

When Stamford Raffles held the torch
That cast Prometheum Flame,
We faced the challenge of the day
To give our school a name.
The eagle eye and griffon strength,
They led us to the fore.
To reign supreme in every sphere,
the Sons of Singapore.
Come heed the call Rafflesians all
And let our hearts be stirring.
We'll do our best whate'er the test
And keep our colors flying.
Let comradeship and fervent hope
With one voice make us pray,
"Auspicium Melioris Aevi"
With God to guide the way.

tehgo walked into the light @ 5/31/2005 10:05:00 pm

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Saturday, May 28, 2005

LiStEninG tO: Mahou Sensei Negima - Itsudatte Love & Dream
Kidou Senshi Gundam Seed - Shoot!

i woke up to a dream that turned into a nightmare. it felt so scary. i was wif evry1, n we were having fun. then it turned into some sorta wow scenario. but it was still similar to evryday life. so we were fooling arnd, playing n stuff. then suddenly i realised, it felt really cold. n i turned arnd n saw no1. i turned again n still saw no1. i was alone. my friends left me. it felt so deathly cold. being alone is so depressing n scary. i saw evry1 i didn't noe. i saw things familiar, but none i knew. my frenz were gone. they left me. wad was i to do? m i such a bad friend? n then i snapped. in e middle of my dream i snapped. went ballistic. in search of my frenz to end my loneliness, i turned on evrything. i toppled vans n minibuses. i juz took out ppl wif my bare hands. n as e time passed n i saw no1. not wl. not pehpeh. not dings. not cai. not gary. not bonks. not marian. not trowa. not deace. not hk. not sinchi. not yabbie. not lee hoo. not benny. i felt so alone that e sorrow turned into madness. i was smashing ppls faces into walls. ppl i nvr knew existed. n for a moment. i loved that violence. that pure simple letting off of steam. that mad rush. e police came wif batons in hand. i took them out, one by one. until i was shot. put down like an animal. n i cried in sorrow. for i was alone. n i hated it. but it felt so real i couldn't think straight after i woke up from e shock. it juz felt so real. n so, so deathly cold. i nvr felt any colder than that...

ok. on to more cheerful stuff. yest went out wif sinchi n pehpeh. then waited alot for dings. then met cai n nut n then later alston. then we went to play pool n badminton n bball. i could only play pool -_-... i hate being sick as i sed TT. aniwae then we played from like 3 to like 6.30. then me n nut n alston went to eat at din tai fung while dings pehpeh sinchi cai went to watch daisy. yeah. then i stoned arnd wif nut n alston n tyong who joined us later. clan RR was forming =) raffles rejects! gogogogogogogo!

tehgo walked into the light @ 5/28/2005 07:37:00 am

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Thursday, May 26, 2005

LiStEninG tO: Card Captor Sakura - 24

HOHOHO WE'RE CHAMPIONSSSSS!!!
i nearly cried in joy!!! i cheered so loud evry1 woke up =p
then i fell sick -_-
WE R TEH CHAMPIONS

tehgo walked into the light @ 5/26/2005 11:34:00 am

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Monday, May 23, 2005

LiStEninG tO: Mahou Sensei Negima - Happy Material
Kidou Senshi Gundam Seed - Nicol no Piano "Namida no Theme"
Kingdom Hearts - Simple and Clean

let's start wif sat. i wasted some hrs of my life wowing.
then at arnd 2 left for vesak preparations.
it was as bz as ever. slightly less cuz more ppl helped this yr ^^
then as per last yr, me my 2 cousins wenda n marc stayed overnite.
supposed to soak beehoon. n cook -_-...
then ends up e cook n his helper did evrything in 15 mins.
did this faster than last yr. by like 3 times. TT.
15 mins cuz we spent that much time walking to 7-11 to buy cup noodles hehe.
we ate at 0015... which means on vesak. so i feel super guilty n wanna say.
I'M SRY I DIDN'T EAT VEG ON VESAKKK. yeah. n i'm still feeling guilty.
a thrice blessed day that comes only 1 yr n i didn't eat veg. double tee.
anyway. then like we went to play mtg + daidi + gb (-_-) until 3+.
i only slept at 4+ thanks to wenda n marc =/
then woke up at 7.40. rudely. thanks. n then did work.
slept on couch somewhere upstairs in temple. for like 1 hr 1 hr 1 hr 1 hr.
then 1130+ i woke up to see e monks going to eat their lunch.
then i was like wtf shitshit so i offered dana to them n then went downstairs
hoping to find sth to do to keep awake.
ends up i walked arnd doing this n that until i had a fever...
i guess dehydration lol. then at 2+ left for ben's hse.
went there wif a bit of fever. did pw n funny stuff.
then ends up went home like a zombie.
had temp checked n it was 39.7 at arnd 8+...
went to drink then sleep. then woke up to pee, drink, slp again.
this went on for like 2 hrs, evry half hr i woke up.
so effectively i slept little. i still having asthma.
so it's like coughcoughcough, headache, i'm burning help me.
it was like a comedy -_-... so i took a panadol when my parents came back,
from temple.. i missed e procession n stuff =/
then i slept until 6.40. n woke up to wow.
cuz i felt bored. n i wanted to talk to my frenz overseas.
so i wowed until 9 =/... pm.. gonna wake up later to do work.
my fever's gone. my headache's still here. n i'm hit wif a rash. zzz.
my mom sez mite b heat rash or asthma rash -.-
i think i ate sth wrong. ^^;;...
I HOPE IT GOES AWAY TONITE THANKS =D
but either way... i watched SW3 wif my family...
it isn't as fun as watching wif u guys =(
n SW3 was quite bad =/ too many questions raised.
n anakin cannot fight lol. ^^;; shan't say animore in case ppl haven't watched.
anyway i got loads of work to do still zzzzzzzzz.
nvm 2mr 3 am wake up n prioritize. T__________T
gl hf all













Your Deadly Sins



Sloth: 100%

Envy: 40%

Pride: 40%

Greed: 20%

Lust: 20%

Wrath: 20%

Gluttony: 0%

Chance You'll Go to Hell: 34%

You will die while sleeping - and no one will notice.



lolololol i'm not a glutton? MISTAKE LOL.

tehgo walked into the light @ 5/23/2005 09:29:00 pm

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Monday, May 16, 2005

LiStEninG tO: Kidou Senshi Gundam Seed Destiny - Shizukana Yoruni C.E. 73
Hikaru no Go - Hitoshizuku

wooooo. it's such a cheery songg!!! lol =D it's becoming one of my favs. but aniwae. fuck man. i tink e medicine backfired again =/ "take 6 tablets evry morning for 3 days b4 ct scan to ensure ur asthma doesn't come back during e scan" but i've got a cough on fri, then sat + sun it worsened, n today when i wanted to go sch cuz it's reeli gay to stay at home so long n i dowan that to happen again, my whole body was racking wif all e coughing zzzzz. n then 2mr is teh screwed up ct scan... nvm i go back 2 sch after e scan lar. it's tiring to b ill, n i didn't feel like ponning animore cuz it will juz jeopardize my schwerk as well as my class! we muz get best cg awardddd!!! zzzzzzzzzzz teja don't fall sick again pls -.-"""""" sickness = gai.

tehgo walked into the light @ 5/16/2005 11:57:00 am

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Friday, May 13, 2005

LiStEninG tO: Mahou Sensei Negima - Koi no Menseki
One Piece - Watashi ga Iru yo

hmm it's past 12 i'm not slpy i'm bored i'm stoned i feel like yelling for sum reason. YEAH FUCK U. FUCK THAT. FUCK SCH. HOHOHOHOHO! I FEEL COMPLETELY UNBURDENEDDDD! yeah. i kinda needed that. i miss evry1 looking at their blogs =//... it's a totally diff life. BUT NOW. NOW!!1!11ONEELEVEN1! I FEEL COMPLETELY FEEL, UNWORRIED, N LIKE WHOOOOOOOOO! I WANNA JUMP UP N DOWN N YELL =D I FEEL HIGH!!! YOYOYOYOYOYOYO! WAD U DOINGGGGGGG. I'M SO FUCKING BORED BUT HIGHHH I CAN'T TINK STRAIGHTTTTT. i shud go slp. lol. man that felt so fucking good. quote ben "it's better than sex" altho i would doubt it lol

tehgo walked into the light @ 5/13/2005 12:19:00 am

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Thursday, May 12, 2005

LiStEninG tO: Kidou Senshi Gundam Seed - Pride
Eden's Bowy - Save My Heart
Guilty Gear XX - Existence
Card Captor Sakura - Catch You Catch Me Remix
Kidou Senshi Gundam Seed Destiny - Shining Star

Short Sword
You preferred a weapon with 45% power over speed and 21% range over melee.
You use a Short Sword.

Stylish
and deadly, a short sword, sabre or rapier is your weapon of choice.
You are well aware that an edged weapon puts you a cut above the
rabble, but you also keep your blade relatively small to give you the
quickness you need to stay on top. Your opponents seldom see your
attacks coming, and by the time they could have regained their senses,
they are all dead.




My test tracked 2 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:
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You scored higher than 53% on power
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You scored higher than 14% on range
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Softcore
You scored 17 gunnerness!

You're
a laid back student. This doesn't mean that you don't care about
school, but you don't let yourself become consumed with a test or
assignment, and a bad test score won't get you down. You wonder if
those who work harder are actually happy with their lives or are just
trying to please someone else in their lives. There are better ways to
spend your time than stressing out over school. It's important to have
a life outside of class. After all, that's where the real education is
to be had.



Also check out The Understand Stuff Around You Test.




My test tracked 1 variable How you compared to other people your age and gender:
free online datingfree online dating
You scored higher than 7% on gunnerness
Link: The Academically Hardcore Test written by backatcha on Ok Cupid


oooh. i kinda like Shining Star now =D cheery =D

tehgo walked into the light @ 5/12/2005 11:37:00 pm

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Wednesday, May 11, 2005

LiStEninG tO: Kidou Senshi Gundam Victory - Stand Up to the Victory

You scored as Peter Pan. Your alter ego is Peter Pan. You are a child at heart. Anything you believe is possible, and you never want to grow up.

Peter Pan

88%

Ariel

75%

Goofy

75%

The Beast

75%

Cinderella

69%

Donald Duck

56%

Sleeping Beauty

56%

Cruella De Ville

56%

Pinocchio

44%

Snow White

38%

Which Disney Character is your Alter Ego?
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tehgo walked into the light @ 5/11/2005 08:37:00 pm

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LiStEninG tO: Bt'X Neo - A Piece of the Sun

Your brain: 180% interpersonal, 40% visual, 100% verbal, and 80% mathematical!
Congratulations on being 400% smart! Actually, on my test, everyone is. The above score breaks down what kind of thinking you most enjoy
doing. A score above 100% means you use that kind of thinking more than
average, and a score below 100% means you use it less. It says nothing
about how good you are at any one, just how interested you are in each, relatively. A substantial difference in scores between two people means, conclusively, that they are different kinds of thinkers.




Matching Summary: Each of us has different tastes. Still, I offer the following advice, which I think is obvious:


  1. Don't date someone if your interpersonal percentages differ by more than 80%.
  2. Don't be friends with someone if your verbal percentages differ by more than 100%.
  3. Don't have sex with someone if their math percentage is over 200%.




My test tracked 4 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:
free online datingfree online dating
You scored higher than 98% on interpersonal
free online datingfree online dating
You scored higher than 47% on visual
free online datingfree online dating
You scored higher than 80% on verbal
free online datingfree online dating
You scored higher than 64% on mathematical
Link: The 4-Variable IQ Test written by chriscoyne on OkCupid Free Online Dating

tehgo walked into the light @ 5/11/2005 08:35:00 pm

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Tuesday, May 10, 2005

LiStEninG tO: Mahou Sensei Negima - Happy Material (TV Size 4)
Advanced Global Personality Test Results
Extraversion |||||||||||||| 60%
Stability |||||||||| 36%
Orderliness |||||||||||| 43%
Empathy |||||||||||||||| 63%
Interdependence |||||||||||||||| 70%
Intellectual |||||||||||| 43%
Mystical |||||||||||| 50%
Artistic |||||||||| 36%
Religious |||||||||||| 50%
Hedonism |||||||||||| 43%
Materialism |||||||||||| 43%
Narcissism |||||||||||| 43%
Adventurousness |||||||||||||||| 63%
Work ethic |||||| 23%
Self absorbed |||||| 23%
Conflict seeking |||||| 30%
Need to dominate |||||||||| 36%
Romantic |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Avoidant |||||||||| 36%
Anti-authority |||||||||||||| 56%
Wealth |||||||||||||||| 63%
Dependency |||||||||||||||| 63%
Change averse |||||||||||||||| 63%
Cautiousness |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Individuality |||||||||||| 50%
Sexuality |||||||||||||||| 70%
Peter pan complex |||||||||||||||| 70%
Physical security |||||||||||| 50%
Food indulgent |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Histrionic |||||||||||||| 56%
Paranoia |||||||||||||||| 63%
Vanity |||||||||||| 50%
Hypersensitivity |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Female cliche |||||| 30%
Take Free Advanced Global Personality Test
personality tests by similarminds.com

wtf is this test supposed to make u feel bad or like hope u feel superbly inferior abt urself -.-

tehgo walked into the light @ 5/10/2005 08:02:00 pm

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LiStEninG tO: Kidou Senshi Gundam ZZ - Anime Ja Nai
Gensoumaden Saiyuki Reload - Don't Look Back Again
Kidou Senshi Gundam X - Gin-Iro Horizon
D.N.Angel - Kaze ni Naritai
Gensoumaden Saiyuki - Tightrope
Matantei Loki Ragnarok - Believe in Heaven
Bt'X - Sailing for My Dream
Guilty Gear XX - Noontide
UFO Robo Grendizer - Tobe Grendizer!
Hikaru no Go - Sincerely
Bleach - Asterisk
Fruits Basket - For Fruits Basket
Full Metal Alchemist - Hagane no Kokoro

i've alwaes been putting happy stuff in a bid to keep myself happy. but i dunno if it's working. hell. i doubt it is. i'll juz pour out wadever that i feel sad wif, n hopefully it'll all die out by 2mr.

he was a happie boi

my sis' fren's mom said that when she talked to my sis abt me. like oh wow, i didn't noe that lor. mebbe it's all this shit i'm put thru, or how evrything changes. in p1? i've had nth to lose, nth to b sad abt. my father had a great job, we were in e middle class-like family, well-to-do, i was achalli doing well in maths n leaving e rest like avg. 99.75% for p1 maths. 95% for p2 maths. i had a great bunch of frenz, like meng suan, junting, bryan lum, i even talked to girls like chen feng, xin yi, sharon kaur, i knew nick nerg in p1, we were monitors of our classes.. at that time i guess i was too young to understand e grief n pain death caused. i lost my "ah ma" and my ah gong. yet it seemed so distant from me. my grandparents loved me, even if i wasn't e youngest son or even e youngest. i was happy bcuz i didn't need to care. i was loved n i loved back. encouragement led me on to try n do better. i nvr failed anithing, but evrything was a c or d besides maths, then later in p3 science. i got asthma attacks in p3 onwards. no pe. i was unfit. but i still could catch up then. i was overweight. but i still could do many things. then i even got into gep, which none of my sis n cousins got into. my maternal elder cousins didn't do too well. too much games my mom sed. n then also cuz they didn't study. but i loved them cuz they treated me like a younger bro.

he was a happie boi

i made a decision, that if bryan went to nyps for his supplementary thingie, i would follow him there as a gepper. but he stayed. so i did too. we still did things together. i recognized ppl like jaryl, sam ooi, justin tan, kia chai, nick nerg, so i didn't feel lonely. i made new frenz. daryl became another close friend. i got 2 know e 35 other ppl in rosyth gep. it still was ok. me n bryan still kept in touch for e next 2 yrs. i used to hold bdae parties cuz it's like since young i've been doing that. but hey. times changed. still. i played alot. we played alot. 1998, i got my ps. like ok. woooo. monster rancher! n other games. that they enjoyed. i still played alot. had fun. began to play soccer alot after sch. n gosuly enuff, ben moh was my senior. ben chen also. i was constantly happy. 1998/1999, dheeraj passed away. a friend of my family friend's. i knew him too. n that made me sad. i still felt distant from other ppl's deaths. but it was coming closer.

he was a happie boi

ri! woot. i got in! cheesiong, kiki foo n zhen chong was in 1L with me. dario was in 1P. yam, mh, amoslu, jaryl was in 1K. 1M had kiach n jquek, 1Q had ngiap zul hazmi. bryan lee, adib n justin tan only made it to ri express... i met lee hoo in sec1. became fast friends wif him. in sec2, i met most of e crutch gang, n qix. n then in sec3, i knew this special bunch that will alwaes hold a special place in my heart: the boredphuckers. i was still ecstatic abt being in ri. but e pressure was immense. work not done had many consequences. i was failing maths, hist, geog. i couldn't keep up. sec2. i found this game that has alwaes found me fascinated. wc3. n then i played. n played. june 12. e resident monk, who has alwaes been like a foster grandfather to me, passed away. i was crushed. i kept going to trowa's hse frm then on. trying to find reprieve frm e grief n pain n sorrow. i nvr quite got up frm that until mid sec3. ppl like pehpeh, wanker, qix, crutch gang members, most of e boredphuckers also helped me get back on my feet. i tried to catch up wif my work. n i was. reeli slowly, but better than nth. sec2 i had nfi htf 2 do graphs. sec3 my graphs was like passing. then came dec 5th. my maternal grandfather passed away. that left a void in me. i felt pain, n guilt. i nvr treated him like my maternal grandma. i kinda felt he was a bit eccentric, but i shud've loved him for who he was. cuz he loved me alot. i haf like 20 watches from him, but i nvr reeli used any. except one. n when i wanted to use that watch again to rmb him, it was spoilt forever.

he was a happie boi

sec4. e pressure was growing. o lvls was nearing. i fucked my chinese. i got scolded. n again. financial probs set in. n then somehow life went downhill. i did evrything to keep myself afloat n not sink under. i fought desperately to play like i did in sec2. i had 30+ points for my L1R5. ocj became my godfather due to e godparents scheme. i went into SSS. i stuffed my schedule full of remedials to skip it since i won't fucking study in it anyway. so me n trowa went for evrything. i was doing better. i had hoped to get 9 for prelims. fuck that i had 14 in e end. i felt completely depressed. i see wl, pehpeh, dings, yabbie, caiman, danli, moski, all going to rj. wanker too, even for 1 mth. i felt like crying. i regretted not studying harder. i regretted getting addicted n not stopping early enuff. then i thot. wad abt o's? i hope to push myself n get sub10 at least. 6 hopefully. i studied until into e nite wif e boredphuckers. i was tired daily. sometimes i'd dota wif trowa e slacker. n then feel tired, go slp. i studied sometimes until 10 pm. i studied more than wad i had in e 4 yrs of life i spent in ri. i wanted to b wif e boredphuckers. we all wanted to go n serve our alma mater again. i didn't study bio, cuz it was simply too mind bogglingly full of crap to study. i hoped to get an a2 or a1 for physics, an a1 for chem. i had b3 a2. o lvls results. i found out i had amaths a2 earlier than evry1 else cuz tan liang soon helped me check. n i found out i got 9 in e end. like dings, like bonks. i did better than sinchi, better than cai. but i nvr wanted to flaunt it seeing their sadness. but hah. i got fucked around by moe. i was thrown to yishun science. n thanks to a fruitless string ensemble, when if i didn't get injured n stayed in judo, i would've gotten my a1. i had -1. that was it. no hcl, cuz ri hates clb3 ppl to take hcl o's. my cca was whooped wif a c6. i had affiliation. -3 altogether. 9-3 = 6. can i make it into arts? most likely. but hey. no. wrong. out. gg. no re. i appealed to 5+ diff jcs. while most of e boredphuckers went to ac, n 2 went back to rj, i see myself lost. completely. initially i knew no1 in sr. like, 3 ri? but 2 were ruggers. i nvr knew e ruggers. i knew e judo team, i knew e SE ppl, i knew e interacters. but. i was lost. completely dejected, depressed.

he was a happie boi

my lifesavers, was 1s02, and cosmo 6. if not. i would've died there n then. i knew no1. 9 pts threw me into crap aniwae. i didn't make tj, aj, and ac, sa, rj appeals failed, tp n mj n vj appeals closed. my options were dying. so i went to sr. proximity it is then. vj had aikido. but it closed early. n i reeli didn't noe who was going to vj. if not for a wonderful og n class, i'd haf floundered n juz hopelessly sink to e depths of sorrow. my grandma passed away in dec 12th 2004. yet another blow. my granduncle passed away in nov, my grandaunt a few wks back frm today. e blows nvr stopped reeli. n i nvr reeli became truly happy frm then. i juz sat n cried. talked it off. but it'll nvr b e same again.

n so it shall b. either i steel myself. or i'll lose track of my goals, n i'll nvr go back to whence i came.

tehgo walked into the light @ 5/10/2005 05:37:00 pm

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Sunday, May 08, 2005

LiStEninG tO: Kidou Senshi Gundam 08th MS Team - 10 Years After



















Your #1 Match: ENFP




The Inspirer

You love being around people, and you are deeply committed to your friends.
You are also unconventional, irreverant, and unimpressed by authority and rules.
Incredibly perceptive, you can usually sense if someone has hidden motives.
You use lots of colorful language and expressions. You're qutie the storyteller!

You would make an excellent entrepreneur, politician, or journalist.


Your #2 Match: ENFJ




The Giver

You strive to maintain harmony in relationships, and usually succeed.
Articulate and enthusiastic, you are good at making personal connections.
Sometimes you idealize relationships too much - and end up being let down.
You find the most energy and comfort in social situations ... where you shine.

You would make a good writer, human resources director, or psychologist.


Your #3 Match: ESFP




The Performer

You are a natural performer and happiest when you're entertaining others.
A great friend, you are generous, fun-loving and optimistic.
You love to laugh - and you like almost all people equally.
You accept life as it is, and you do your best to make each day fantastic.

You would make a good actor, designer, or counselor.


Your #4 Match: ENTP




The Visionary

You are charming, outgoing, friendly. You make a good first impression.
You possess good negotiating skills and can convince anyone of anything.
Happy to be the center of attention, you love to tell stories and show off.
You're very clever, but not disciplined enough to do well in structured environments.

You would make a great entrpreneur, marketing executive, or actor.


Your #5 Match: INFP




The Idealist

You are creative with a great imagination, living in your own inner world.
Open minded and accepting, you strive for harmony in your important relationships.
It takes a long time for people to get to know you. You are hesitant to let people get close.
But once you care for someone, you do everything you can to help them grow and develop.

You would make an excellent writer, psychologist, or artist.


tehgo walked into the light @ 5/08/2005 10:23:00 pm

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LiStEninG tO: Hikaru no Go - Get Over

HASH(0x892c1dc)
You are Cocaine (aka: coke, crack, snow, 151...).
You are the second most commonly used drug in
the world. You are very witty, talented, perky
person if you can just have the right
opportunity to show to everybody how unique you
are, when you are in a good mood you can reach
a very high point of happiness. You are
classified as class (A and B) illegal drugs.


What kind of Drugs are you? and how that reflect your personality?
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tehgo walked into the light @ 5/08/2005 09:52:00 pm

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Friday, May 06, 2005

LiStEninG tO: Rurouni Kenshin - One Half
Ayashi no Ceres - Kono Yo ga Hatete mo Hanarenai
Hunter X Hunter - Kaze no Uta
One Piece - Hi! Ho! Ready go!
Guilty Gear XX - Babel Nose
Full Metal Alchemist - Mienai Yume
Card Captor Sakura - Yasahisa no Tane

kingdom of heaven is reeli inspirationallll. it is a fking gd show. ok e intro early part quite boring lol. budden it was reeli nice. seriously. NICE. rite yam? =D aniwae yeah. it was touching. it was a good show. gOoDdd. yeah. n it felt alwaes gd to b back wif e ri bunch =) morphling wif god strength... i like nvr sed that since god noes when. aniwae yeah. kingdom of heaven was reeli a nice movie and it was like super gosu. e best show i've seen for a long time. oh. today rocked too. i slept thru all lects lol =/... n we played 49 for like fk noes how long lol. during breaks la. =) then aniwae. it wasn't a bad day sia. i got most of my stuff handed up. left chem haha. aniwae 1s02 alwaes roxxors =)) n they're all encouraging. in their own way. esp cindia. like wtf lol -_-"""""""" "if i were u, u won't see me on e face of this earth liao" so she's telling me go kill myself =/ lol. hmmm aniwae. life in sch n outside > at home atm. but i shall b happierrrr =D it's not me to b sad. IT'S MY LIFE N I'M TAKING CONTROL NOW. be happy or? =) i also wanna say thanks to all those who haf helped me get over e 9 pts gay shit that moe has put me thru TT... cindia reminded me TT lol. kidding ;)

tehgo walked into the light @ 5/06/2005 11:42:00 pm

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Monday, May 02, 2005

LiStEninG tO: Full Metal Panic Fumoffu - Sore Ga, Ai Deshou
Gensoumaden Saiyuki Reloaded - Trigger
Bleach - Life is Like a Boat
Kidou Senshi Gundam X - Resolution
Gensoumaden Saiyuki - Tightrope
Kidou Senshi Gundam Seed Destiny - Shinkai no Kodoku
Shin Getter Robo - Heats Concert
Fruits Basket - For Fruits Basket
Guilty Gear XX - Haven't You Got Eyes In Your Head

life seems better. fri went to see principal. was sick frm wed to today. aniwae. yeah. thanks dingsss for letting me stayover for e wkend. i achalli felt normal for that period of time. i'm sry i overly made remarksss abt sum1. aniwae yeah. i seriously felt like this is wad a family feels like. that poey isn't juz dings bro. he's my fren n i can almost treat him like a lil bro too. n that felt rite. ok. i still felt i was imposing on them. but. i felt wanted. loved. for that matter. ok. i din study. but if i brought my stuff, i think i would've. bcuz there's like, no nagging no pressure, but u feel that it's e rite thing to do. not like i'm completely forced n against studying there at all lor. it was like e most normal 2 days of my life. as in. not party days, but juz normal days. haiii. when will it ever return? nvr. aniwae. when i saw e principal, she asked if i felt it was a malu thing to b in sr wif 9 pts. i felt like it was abit, but it's cuz no1 is there wif me. still. my class is fun ok. i tink they're like e life buoy saving me frm drowning in loneliness atm. thanks 1s02 =) well. that's all i'm blogging abt now cuz my mind shut off. i took this long to blog cuz i was chatting wif wanker difei dings jingxiu pehpeh all at diff times while trying to do my econs essays which jiewen said was due 2mr when it isn't ><.. n then yeah, it juz took this long. lol

reminds me. i shud go on a song dl spree again lol. n get back my few gigs of mp3s =/
thanks dings dings mom dings dad and poey again =)

tehgo walked into the light @ 5/02/2005 11:29:00 pm

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