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»About Me«

Name:  tehgo
Age:  18
Hobbies:  WoW, hanging out
Likes:  Anime, animals
Dislikes:  People who betray trust
Faves:  My friends, nuff said

The closer you get to light, the greater your shadow becomes.

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Thursday, June 30, 2005

LiStEninG tO: Brain Powerd - In My Dream
Guilty Gear XX - Missing...
Kidou Senshi Gundam Seed Destiny - Fields of Hope
Martian Successor Nadesico - Watashi Rashiku
Prince of Tennis - Future
Hikaru no Go - Bokura no Boken
Kidou Senshi Gundam Huckebein - Black Hole

e nite is peaceful n quiet. i juz love it. helps me tink. anw. yeah. i got screwed in sch. 47% attendance. if not for my mom i would've lost my place in jc. ok so i won my set helm, 7/8 LF blabla. happy! ok then my grandma juz left to see my eldest aunt in australia. ok seriously? i dunno why i ponned. most of e time i was sick. like 90% of e time. my headache's still here. i dun fking care how much it hurts. it's not bringing me down. n it's like, econs n chinese 2mr. muggerishly sick subjects. my class has been damn supportive n nice n friendly. i love 1s02. it will hold a place in my heart as does rigep04. so then. i've also decided. i haf 2 pick up aikido again. where has e love for it gone? i want to do it, but i've set my priorities all wrong. i've been going out n out n out all sats. no more. ok mebbe sometimes. but still. i have a duty there. as i have a duty with my class. and friends elsewhere. n guild. ignore last one =p so anw. i can no longer slp b4 2 am... unless it's a nap in e afternoon/evening. like today. watched... harlock's saga? i can't rmb wtf it was. i watched on e couch n gg. fell aslp. slept at 3+. woke up at 7+. now i'm energetic. i'm going to mug my heart out first. grades > play. i noe that. it's not like i'm ignorant n gonna waste my life away. it's that i can't n won't give up gaming. why? use my youth to get rich, and use my riches to get back my youth? that's a dumb thought. and evrything like u all wanna say has 2 work 2 ways. if i enable e wireless, and someone has dled since 12am e prev nite, can't that person disable that person's dls? u all said i play too much. so i sed fine, 4 hrs. cuz i've been playing like 12 hrs since sec2. i've dropped most of my games. i leave e online ones to keep in touch. n to noe more ppl. i mean, thaddeus is 1. a jap guy who came to s'pore to study. i got to know him thru games. i also got to know for his trip science he got 3As. that's a motivational point. but no1 will acknowledge that. being a good gamer is nothing? then why have competitions? reminds me. hci compy soon. i want to b a good gamer, cuz gaming is fun. studying is nvr fun unless u want it to. or e teacher wants to make it fun. all we have left now is rigidity. failure of the forge. ok i can't rmb where i heard that.. oh. enfos. nvm. i'm reading books i want to read. it improves my english usually. usually =X. n then i noe wad i'm doing. today's paper i couldn't do the apgp part. n 1 part of functions cuz it's weird. doesn't mean i'm a failure. n when lessay i play during tests, it's to relax abit. but hey, u take it that i'm confident of getting 100%. well get off my back. i nvr wanted u all to bother. reeli. get rid of my internet. w/e man. i can't b bothered to reason. "u don't help wif hsework" hmm if u get a maid, i'll willingly contribute 50 bucks a mth. n since there's 6 of us, 300 bucks. can hire a maid already. but no, u all dowan. well seriously, if there's a vote and a minority is unhappy with it, u think e minority will just blindly follow n listen? no i guessed not. "u shud go out more make friends n all. join competitive sports ccas!" well.. rugby sucks, i'm not intending to learn a 3rd martial art, and... i can't swim fast, n canoeing for me is. weird. n then when i go out, "where were u? blabla yakyak don't go out so much" - -... contradictory statements ftl. u want to say u're tired of me playing, of me not helping arnd. well if i help n u still say i don't help anw, why shud i bother then? i'll get nagged at anw, shudn't waste my own energy. "ur grandma's flying off to aus! why can't u send her off?!" well seriously in that tone u make it sound like a life or death situation, like once she's gone she won't come back. i'm confident she'll come back cuz she's blessed n protected. "why nvr see ur mom in hosp?" 7am is retarded. no really. n then u say "i visited u in hosp when u were there. now u dun care whether i'm dead or alive".. well. in e first place all i needed was a book n hp for communication. i noe i won't die. n then "when i visited u i disrupted all my hsework" THEN DONT? "mom fell down when she tried to get to e fone to call u" yah ok so now my fault she doesn't keep her hp near e head of e hosp bed like i do. wtf man. n then when i want to go visit but i slp late as usual, i blurly wake up at 12pm to a phone call. "u sed u'll visit. u didn't" well if i don't wake up someone can fucking help me do that rite. i'm not e 1 insisting to see any1 anywhere. i'm juz gonna keep a selfish attitude cuz that's wad evry1 has. fk it all. "me n medha going to japan at end of yr. u're not" well who fucking cares seriously. i'm not hardup to fly anywhere. i've already been to japan to see what's truly there to see. not concerts. esp when my already poor n unused jap > urs when u're still studying. if i can read jap faster than u all can, there's sth wrong wif either the teacher or u rite. go figure. evry1 acts as if i want evrything. i want to b left alone most of e time. well sure. ask my mom to fetch me to sch. usually frm like once i reach old rosyth. then wad else? housework? if i wash dishes, somehow later on i'm supposed to dry n put them back too. if on that day i bring in clothes, put joss sticks, wash dishes, tie dogs up n open gate, it's considered nth anw. i shudn't waste my time there. even gaming is more productive. if i became selfish, rude, and whatnot, it isn't my friends' influence. most of them r nice to their parents. or they juz ignore them. like in some cases. u make it seem as if i have e best of evrything. well i don't. i don't have a $5k com, nor a ps3, a psp, e latest hp, a laptop, a palmtop, a pocketpc. i'm not even asking for these. u ask me limit my gaming to 4 hrs. so my gaming is limited while illegal dls r unlimited huh. thankew lots. e logic u have can let u b one of e best mathematicians of all time. 4 = infinity. woopdeedoo

tehgo walked into the light @ 6/30/2005 12:29:00 am

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Monday, June 27, 2005

LiStEninG tO: One Piece - Sailing Day
D.N.Angel - Shiroi Yoru ~ True Light
Card Captor Sakura - Issho ni Utao
Chuuka Ichiban - Iki mo Dekinai
Kidou Senshi Gundam W - Requiem, Softly
Kidou Senshi Gundam Seed Destiny - Ignite
Galaxy Angels - Yumemitai
Kidou Senshi Gundam Seed Destiny - Ignite (Piano Version)

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. teja
2. tehgo
3. fatty

THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:
1. tehgo
2. tingdi
3. dunmakyr (random name from wow. don't ask -.-)
well. seems like i use wad ppl call me anw lol.

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. i've got some strength
2. tell me -.-
3. waiting..

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU DON'T LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. i've got a big frame... dont fit in well
2. i'm fat
3. my looks. and lots more -_- we're nvr reeli satisfied anw so who cares ...

THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
1. hainanese
2. hokkien
3. azn?

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1. being alone. as in. no friends...
2. not fitting in as sed b4
3. bugs. yes bugs. n now stfu. "big guy scared bugs hahaha" TT

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. friends
2. some way of communication
3. basic airfoodwater la.

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1. white shirt
2. white pants (omg i look like i'm ready for a funeral =/)
3. specs?

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS OR MUSICAL ARTISTS:
1. T.M. Revolution =D
2. Simple Plan
3. Green Day

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS:
1. If We Hold On Together =DDD <--- this will nvr change
2. Life Goes On
3. American Idiot

THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP:
1. trust
2. feeling easy arnd her
3. fun =)

TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE (in no particular order):
1. i love my friends
2. i have a brother
3. i nvr ever wanna b apart from my friends and...

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE PREFERRED SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
1. face
2. legs
3. eyes

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1. gaming/playing
2. going out wif my frenzz
3. doing fun stuff wif e boredphuckers =D

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1. go party wif e boredphuckers again. like b4.
2. meet e dieu ppl. from thoban in us to moche in aus to sg dieu ppl. i dunno why. BRB members also. i guess i've made a lot of frenz i feel like meeting IRL in WoW..
3. i want to cheer up n take a walk. mebbe i will after this. fan zhen 2mr i dun haf paper. n i usually slp at 4 am now -_-

THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING/YOU'VE CONSIDERED:
1. being a vet. animals ftw
2. doctor
3. since i was 3 when i grasped this word i wanted 2 b one. guess it's not so hot realising how impractical it is. a paeleontologist.

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:
1. a place untouched by politics n all, a place where we can juz haf fun n not worry abt e world. a place where my friends n i will b =)
2. japan
3. if it means going alone then no ><... i'm quite happy if i'm grounded in singapore but there's my frenz.

THREE KIDS NAMES YOU LIKE:
1. hikaru =D
2. matthew
3. !XOBILE. no la. michelle.

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. to love her n b loved in return
2. to haf my own family n b happy n do sth good wif my life
3. get my 10th dan

THREE WAYS THAT YOU ARE STEREOTYPICALLY A GIRL:
1. i talk alot. alot.
2. having a slight phobia/dislike for pests -_-
3. throw a roach/spider/rat/pest on me n i will scream.. yelp. w/e..

THREE WAYS THAT YOU ARE STEREOTYPICALLY A BOY:
1. i play alot alot alot. fuckloads. trust me.
2. i'm alwaes complaining i'm not strong/muscular. which is tru CUZ I'M FAT.
3. i always solve my problems through a means of violence. well. if i'm allowed to anw.

THREE CELEB CRUSHES:
1. selina
2. kristin kreuk
3. fiona xie

tehgo walked into the light @ 6/27/2005 12:20:00 am

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Sunday, June 26, 2005

LiStEninG tO: Kidou Senshi Gundam Seed Destiny - Life Goes On



How to make a Teja
Ingredients:

3 parts anger

1 part humour

1 part beauty
Method:
Combine in a tall glass half filled with crushed ice. Top it off with a sprinkle of lovability and enjoy!


Username:


Personality cocktail
From Go-Quiz.com



How to make a teja
Ingredients:

5 parts competetiveness

1 part brilliance

3 parts empathy
Method:
Blend at a low speed for 30 seconds. Serve with a slice of lovability and a pinch of salt. Yum!

Username:


Personality cocktail
From Go-Quiz.com



How to make a tehgo
Ingredients:

1 part jealousy

3 parts silliness

1 part instinct
Method:
Layer ingredientes in a shot glass. Add a little cocktail umbrella and a dash of emotion


Username:


Personality cocktail
From Go-Quiz.com



How to make a Tehgo
Ingredients:

1 part success

3 parts arrogance

3 parts ego
Method:
Combine in a tall glass half filled with crushed ice. Add caring to taste! Do not overindulge!

Username:


Personality cocktail
From Go-Quiz.com
... how 2 names, one each wif caps on first letter, can b so diff... T_T

tehgo walked into the light @ 6/26/2005 10:51:00 pm

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LiStEninG tO: Card Captor Sakura - Catch You Catch Me (Remix)

Get to know yourself better

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

tehgo walked into the light @ 6/26/2005 10:49:00 pm

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Thursday, June 23, 2005

LiStEninG tO: Kidou Senshi Gundam Seed Destiny - Pride













What You Really Think Of Your Friends


Pehpeh is your soulmate.
You truly love Marian.
You consider Dings your true friend.
You know that Amish is always thinking of you.
You'll remember Gary for the rest of your life.
You secretly think Waileong is creative, charming, and a bit too dramatic at times.
You secretly think that Marian is colorful, impulsive, and a total risk taker.
You secretly think that Amish is loyal and trustworthy to you. And that Amish changes lovers faster than underwear.
You secretly think Pehpeh is shy and nonconfrontational. And that Pehpeh has a hidden internet romance.




lol @ pehpeh having an internet romance. LOLOLOLOLOL. n i'm not too sure if wl is creative lol. i mean. FUCKFUCKFUCK OUR HEALER FUCK OUR MT FUCKFUCKFUCK SHIT, isn't that creative. =)

tehgo walked into the light @ 6/23/2005 12:17:00 am

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Tuesday, June 21, 2005

LiStEninG tO: Guilty Gear XX - A Solitude That asks Nothing in Return
Bleach - Life is Like a Boat
Koutetsu Jeeg - Hiroshi no Theme
Card Captor Sakura - Tobira wo Akete ANZA

hmm... got alot to catch up wif. after e death anniversary of e founder of my temple, i went to my cousin's hse to stay. for quite a long time. frm sunday to thurs. it wuz fun la whole day sleep in, then go out eat lunch or dinner or both. then we watched movies, dvds, then also like go library also fun. it also helps that my cousins treat me as their younger brother, so i don't feel left out or stuff. haha but like e nite b4 my eldest cousin went into ns, we watched phantom of teh opera e dvd. i tink e musical i watched when i was young was much much better. i got my first taste of battlegrounds there but that's an issue that shudn't b talked abt -.-... so! went home wif my mom on thurs. then at nite watched batman begins. it's quite ok la. quote my younger cousin manel, "cool there's gonna b a part 2!" -_____- lol... i alwaeys thot if it's a prequel there was a part 2 already. then went wif guild abit. so on fri juz went to elaine's hse to do pw. n change my password for my email so my msn won't b hacked ><.. then afterwards went to watch pck musical. i mean, both batman begins n pck musical was free, so why not? anw. it was ok. but not in e literal sense. it wasn't a good musical musical. it was more of a comedy. so it sucked in that sense. it's not for literary enjoyment. it's like singaporean humor. zzzz... i'd rather watch old musicals instead. ok n then went to play more wif guild. hmmm on sat... din do much. i'm bored out. then sunday nite went to crash 4p class gathering wif trowa =D i miss all e ri peeps. n charles realised that rubbing my stomach when i dun allow it = bad luck ^^;; getting a 1,2,3 on risk rolls is like. gg of no re. wasted 4 troops b4 he gave up attacking haha. ocj also came to e gathering. so i brought my ps2. as usual... n then it's like there's ps2, risk, cards, hotel. lol. it was quite fun la. n noisy >< but sometimes i miss noisy... n jeenee's cats r quite cute. albeit fat.. -.-... n they shed ALOT of fur.. yuck. then on monday did nth much either... wasted my time... again. i nid 2 find stuff to do. n today. aha. i did sth productive. after i stopped using com at 4 am, i went upstairs to study chem until 7 am. then came down, went online to wow to chat. stoned abit. n then m here blogging. wif no slp for e past 20 hrs. n i'm not slpy yet. i need sleep!!! T____T haha.

tehgo walked into the light @ 6/21/2005 09:46:00 am

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Thursday, June 09, 2005

LiStEninG tO: Mahou Sensei Negima - Koi no Menseki
D.N.Angel - Shiroi Yoru (Acoustic Version)
Full Metal Alchemist - Moment
Kidou Senshi Gundam W - Just Communication - Type II

i've completely gotten over e fact i'm not in e team, or that i've wasted alot of time on it. i'm not gonna say, i hope u lose. i'm saying, u'd better get top 5. bcuz that's wad i'd hoped we'd get. but now i'm not in, n since roland is teh better player, u guys 'd better get into e top 5 or 3. zzzz. ok. now i gotta join a cca b4 term starts. wtf. n i'm already ending how late thank u. i miss all my ri frenz alot alot. even when sometimes i feel i don't want to b wif them animore, that they scold n abuse me alot, they're still e ppl i love e most. esp my bro. =) n then there's amish n dings n garlic n pehpeh n cai n yabbie n bonks n jong n dario n edmond n joshua chin n amos n wl n poey n trowa n deace. i'm watching my life go by. day in day out, i go out, watch tv, go mall walk walk, then wow. i'm making new frenz frm overseas in wow, ppl that achalli rmb me, n achalli want to speak to me. yet i dun haf e chance to know them irl. so that's what's lacking now. i still love my sr frenz. this sat i muz rmb meet cindia -_-... noeing my shit memory... zzz lol. i've not had ani visions yet. this may b a gd thing. then i won't regret so much. but my dreams r tiring. i dream of things that won't ever happen, or things i dowan 2 happen. like turning on those whom i've known for so long. or falling into a world i noe not of. i'm slowly closing up again. closing in on myself. gj teja. u're fked now.

tehgo walked into the light @ 6/09/2005 10:56:00 pm

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Wednesday, June 08, 2005

LiStEninG tO: Kidou Senshi Gundam Seed Destiny - Shinkai no Kodoku
Kidou Senshi Gundam Seed - Find the Way
Eden's Bowy - Save My Heart
Kidou Senshi Gundam Seed Destiny - Shizukana Yoruni C.E. 73

hmm so i'm not in e dota team. i think. i've taken this much better than wad happened at UBRS. i've not sworn at any1. i've not blamed any1. i've not wanted to scream n yell. i tink i juz lost w/e i felt like doing halfway. e happiness drained out of me. like. flat battery. i could've lived on e happiness brot abt by bro's bday n class chalet. i could've lived on it for days. yet i'm told i'm not in e team. but e reason why i felt so upset, was cuz they couldn't tell me earlier. so they chose roland over me. big deal. i dun care abt that. but they chose to tell me now. today. like, sat's compy. they tell me today. w/e man. i've juz wasted a fuckload of time n energy. it's one thing to tolerate being called retarded, or that i'm not wanted wif e ri guys animore. it's another thing to b betrayed. betrayed in e sense not that roland is playing. is that u guys couldn't tell me. for so long. nm. this is juz giving me a major migraine. all teh anger n pent up frustration is giving me a headache. i dunno how 2 get rid of it now. thx trowa n difei who tried to cheer me up. n walt n rose too. i'm childish. ok. fine. mebbe i m. but usually i tink of wad others would feel first b4 i do things. i don't not call ppl unless i reeli forget. but since i'm not tt impt anyway, so be it. i had doubted my tru place of belonging since march. evry1 has more or less managed to rub it in i'm wif no1 at all. n tt i'm not in a good jc. or tt e sch u sucks. well w/e. i tink personality counts. n i feel, that e ppl i noe for less than half a yr has much better personalities than u all. 7 ppl couldn't tell me one thing. "can't find u" is a bullshit excuse cuz we all can sms. hoping i would find out is stupid. hoping i won't also. mebbe it's calling me to end it all. mebbe e ri ppl aren't my type. trowa's rite. we're getting more n more distant. n me more so, cuz i'm not anywhere near any1. i haf nth against roland n i doubt i ever will. roland's a better player. n he's a good fren. i've prepared for this compy for like 3 mths. but it's all scrapped now. i've juz fucking wasted my time. on e compy. on ppl wif e likes of u all. this isn't like wad happened on sat, that i won e shield over our mt. this is like, we excluded u again but nvr told u. since i'm not that impt to any1 i've known in e past 4 yrs, i mite as well break off. holding onto sth that doesn't noe u even exist is stupid. cyall. gg. gl. hf.

tehgo walked into the light @ 6/08/2005 12:42:00 am

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Monday, June 06, 2005

LiStEninG tO: Hunter X Hunter - Ohayou
Kingdom Hearts - Hikaru
Mahou Sensei Negima - Welcome to the Library
ChoDenji Machine Voltes V - Voltes V no Uta
Shaman King - In You
Kidou Senshi Gundam W - White Reflection
Full Metal Alchemist - Shunjou
Zoids - Wild Flowers
Shaman King - Inyou no Chigiri
Neon Genesis Evangelion - The Tempest
Shin Getter Robo - Dragon
Guilty Gear XX - Blue Water Blue Sky
Guilty Gear XX - Good Manners and Customs
Kidou Senshi Gundam W - Rhythm Emotion Pure
Gensoumaden Saiyuki Reload - Wild Rock
Kidou Senshi Gundam W - Endless Love
Kidou Senshi Gundam Seed - Moment
Neon Genesis Evangelion - Eva 00
Kidou Senshi Gundam Seed Destiny - Destiny
Gensoumaden Saiyuki Reload - Trigger
Hikaru no Go - Everlasting Snow
Gensoumaden Saiyuki - Open Up Your Mind (Remix)
Kidou Senshi Gundam Z - Toki wo Koete

yay i feel super cheery yet tired now =) okokok. recount recount. went out on thurs fri for no apparent reason. for fun i guess ^^ then on sat went out wif pehpeh gary edmond wl dario joshchin amos to kpool in amk. played until like 4+, then went to edmond's place for my bro's bday's bbq!! it was so fun la =D i miss all that shit we did lol. go ftw.diary-x.com or pehpehs blog for e gosulating quotes of teh day!!! lol. one of teh funnyest partz is when edmond juz jumped into e pool for no apparent reason. then we asked him is his fone in his pocket, n he was like SHITSHITSHITFUCK. lol hahahaha. then he was desperately trying to dry it out lol. and gary's bday gift was funky colored socks lol. he loved it so much u shud see e pics. i miss being wif this bunch of ppl hahahaha. n e hols feels like last yr, when we could go out n not care abt anithing. so we played pool then had a bbq for damn long. kinda failed hahahah ^^;; then ends up we went to edmond's hse for like e last 2 hrs liddat. then i went home n continued to wow cuz walt mut wl rose n shan were running. then sum bad stuff happend which i dun reeli wanna mention. it completely crushed my feelings n i noe i was in e wrong at first but like nvm i dowan 2 rmb bcuz i want to rmb happy times not sad times. ok set. then i played abit trying to make up to walt, then ends up left e hse after some stuff at arnd 3.15. reached white sands at 3.40 then went to downtown east for class chalet =)) it's one of e few things that light up my hols lol. evryday there's sch which i won't go for, n yet evry1's too bz doing this n that =( so! class chalet was like our first class outing? we shud have more class outings cuz 1s02 is reeli reeli fun man ^___________^ okokok. so it was like hmmm. jackie xinni jiewen jingxiu jieying ben jianqiang kanghong shawn kenneth elaine me went for e chalet. jasmen couldn't go, n boonkuan is... jasmen dun go = he don't go kind. then wanjin recovering frm chicken pox... get well soon kkk!!! n then cindia also sick wif stomach ache according to jiewen. both get well soon pls!! n then juehui i dunno y nvr come. joel also... anywayyy. then we got e fire started like in 20 mins! but we wanted it bigger so it went up to 1 hr cuz of gosulating charcoal taking so long to combust. so thenthenthennn. we ate chicken wings marinated by shawn's mom n den ate jianqiang's otak n there was sausages n crabstick n like i brot drinks... hmm sosososooo... ben teh kuku asked me 2 bring ps2 when jackie brought liao. n downtown east provides rentagame xboxes. like no fuck u thanks. then like arnd 8 9 liddat, after elaine left, jiewen jieying ben jingxiu shawn n i went to play pool at teh local pool parlor lol.. e one we alwaes went to during chalets... nostalgic.. anyway. jiewen is bloody tyco lar. nvr believe her when she sez, i can't get this in!! i can't!! .... she hits it in anyway -___-.. so. i feel like my pool has improved abit =D wheee. ok mebbe cuz it was late then it's easier for me to concentrate. like now =) we played a few games, then jieying had 2 go =( all teh best in poly jieying!! so. then jiewen wanted to play wif jingxiu, so me shawn ben went to e arcade. wasted like 5+ bucks there -_-. so then came back n played summore until it was like 11. when jiewen left. when we went back to e room itself, only xinni n jackie were left playing ps2. jianqiang kanghong kenneth all left while we were playing pool. then at 12 shawn left too. so left me ben jingxiu xinni n jackie staying over. ben teh pig fell aslp so early! like 12.30 1 am liddaT!! oMG laR! so early at a chalet. so ends up we played until like 3.30. i was abt to peng also lol. i hugged a pillow to slp sitting down on e bed then jackie woke me up at 4 since jingxiu jackie n xinni sharing e 2 mattresses below since they were gonna watch house of wax. i wanted to watchh!!! but my prev day's 5 hrs of sleep killed any chance of any horror waking me up at all... so i slept until like 6,7, when sudden bonks n ppl walking woke me up. i fell back to slp n this continued evry few mins until 8+ when evry1 finally woke up n were chatting. i juz stoned facing e wall bcuz i felt like slping yet not wanting to dao n stone in front of them. so i feigned sleep bcuz i was reeli tired. but i heard evrything hahahaha. until when they wanted to wake me up. reminds me of 2003's 3p chalet!!! .... at least i din haf lee hoo slping on my leg until it went numb hahahahaha. for e whole nite.. ok. so. then jingxiu left like at 8 am cuz she had 2 go back n get stuff for her canoeist trg today. then ben me jackie xinni zhaoed together. i was tinking come home 2 slp. ends up i went to wow cuz i miss my frenz there too. then i've played wif not much rest up till now. now i'm rethinking my past n hoping 2 change my future. time to get to studying... n i hope. i hopehopehope. against all other hope. that we'll b together in uni. or. that we'll b together for life. n we'll get to meet up sometime soon k? boredphuckers ftw

tehgo walked into the light @ 6/06/2005 11:15:00 pm

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