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Sunday, August 28, 2005 LiStEninG tO: Changin' My Heart [One Piece] i've changed my mind abt sum stuffs. anw. so apparently. today went out with.. trowabarton rch ggg pehpeh cai hentai gary mh and kenneth. as well as difei and cs. to support wl at RACEWARS. lols. gosu-bay won all NE -_-.. n then nickt who was quite good also won all UD.. solar the sad case lost all 3 lahs. unlucky seat sia. any1 who plays there loses lols. n no u can't change my mind jiewen. there is such a thing as an unlucky seat. zzz i need faster reflexes.. i'm losing weight! reeli slowly =( i'm waiting for wed to come. n see if. there is a class party. then i'll stay if my whole class stays. if not, gG ri here i come soccer ftw =D yowie's right. i miss being carefree.. zZZZzz.. watashi wa.. lols. i can't tink of anithing now.. except that i shudn't b thinking i shud b slping. lollerskates. tehgo walked into the light @ 8/28/2005 03:00:00 am -+-+-+-+- |
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Friday, August 26, 2005 LiStEninG tO: Eternal Pose [One Piece] now i noe why i wanted to rmb them. not soon after, walt told me e guild was breaking alr.. sixz aka nakedjuice n his ppl left alr... n now our veterans/officers r all leaving as well.. haish... sad day =( oks. time to... do nothing =/ tehgo walked into the light @ 8/26/2005 03:27:00 pm -+-+-+-+- |
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Wednesday, August 24, 2005 LiStEninG tO: Groove * Master by Tomozaku Seki & Motoko Kumai [Chobits] hi lee hoo =D other than that, i'm like gonna juz ignore e rest of my tags -______-... oh yah. one of e girls there reeli tagged. guess which one -_-"" ok. it was an ok week =) scolded abit here n there. but i'm used to it so. *shrug* yah so my load of work dropped a hell lot n i'm happy. but it's still not getting me into a working habit sia.. >.> yup yup. i've gone back to dota/ps2... doesn't seem like a huge change from wow... at least i'm studying daily. thx goodness for that hahas. if not i'm le pwn3d. ok so i bought some new games.. e 3d naruto isn't so bad lahs =) anws. e new SRW quite nice =D i'm enjoying it n it's total japness hahas. i got bored of naruto after a while.. guess i'm not used to naruto =p then i bought some cool twisted metal-ish car game.. haven't played yet.. last is.. def jam vendetta fight for ny. quite cool fighting/wrestling game lahs.. but other than that i'm bored n dotaing with any1 who wanna dota cuz -____________-. yups. monday's pe was quite fun lehss. i want it again!!! siannified. i totally died for napfa.. got some Cs which is quite amazing oO.. but 2.4 no trg = gged lol. then pull ups i can't do -_______-.. time to train! yahs. i'm juz stoning life away now with studying =/ n thenn.. i found out sth!! which i shudn't say. oh yah and my contact fluid smells like fresh grapes lols. i'm happy for deace for sth =) anw yahs. nvr tell shawNnnNNNnnNn anithing. if we hold on together is a really heartwarming song but i tink i'll skip it for now. i like english songs. they make me feel like playing! i've used jap songs for work too many times liao hahas. now all i can associate them is with work ><.. kibou no uta, watashi kikoenai. i hope it'll nvr be that way. =D i'm quite high today i dunno why. might b e overdose of songs hahas. aikido is fun!! hahas i'm enjoying trg like i used to now~ maybe it was my xin qing bu hao den i no moodzz. i enjoy going to sch daily to see evry1 lors. but i dun like our long days. i haf expanded my chatting lols. last time so closed =(( i noe more ppl nows =) 1s02 roxxors. n jasmen shud stop gaying me >< hahas. u haf qingling don't come do funny stuff to me thx. yups. i thot it's raining. eternal -_____-.. gay starting bg music lols. i'm now deliberating. 1s02 roxxors, but i miss ri. i miss ri, but 1s02 reeli roxxors. should i go back to ri str8 after celebrations for tcher's day, or stay for party. i reeli want to see them again. but i dowan to leave my class.. haish haish dilemma~ finally, a short list to rmb who's who. babykyoko - eric palad - blackrose aka melvin shantir - spencer rhoninn - waileong =D fantasystar - pehpeh ishtori - edmond castilla - panzer aka dikai waltzx - walter claresta - kodomut aka soh zhihao furystalker - northwood aka alfian soulzreaver - jiewen tassardar - ben oats - larry hahas don't ask me why i reeli wanted to rmb them. impulsive actions i guess *shrug* but it's always good to rmb. but move forward. tehgo walked into the light @ 8/24/2005 10:24:00 pm -+-+-+-+- |
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Wednesday, August 17, 2005 LiStEninG tO: Zutto Kimi no Soba de [Flame of Recca] always near u =D anw. hmm. simple update. i will quit taekwondo. if. i get aikido as external cca =) then i'll go on sats n suns n then gg no more stayovers =(( but i will be a good aikidoka cuz my sensei rox. as in. rox. overly. sure he's strict. but he's nice n usually fun n sometimes his way of speech is funny. sometimes his "outdatedness" is funny too -_-"" and. e way he links evrything to aikido is funny. "u must watch the matrix. there u can see aikido, by moving with the flow" ... loled. okkk. i've stopped ponning starting today lol. yah. good boi =) n it's high time to start regular long hrs of study. i've had erratic hrs of study. sometimes 3, sometimes 1, sometimes 5 if i'm that bored of evrything. n bcuz evry1's so bz studying, i feel lonely =( but i hope. i hopehopehope. we'll all get promoted with flying colors. then can slack abit during hols like last yr.. hai. sadness isn't good =( on another note. i've developed e weirdass timing of 4-7am as my studying time. apparently it's most effective for me haha. evrything goes in =D more than 1-3am which i tried in sec3. n then 8pm-12am which i tried 1st 3 mths. ><.. ok gl hf time to sleep to study later .. tehgo walked into the light @ 8/17/2005 10:39:00 pm -+-+-+-+- |
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Thursday, August 11, 2005 LiStEninG tO: Barairo no Sekai by Pierot [GetBackers] wow this song v upbeat too =D anw. yah. dled alot from gendou's hehe. so like now i juz added 50+ songs to my playlist, n then i went to play various random wc3 mods i nvr played b4 lol. then was talking to shawnNNN abt wtf to do by monday. then like i juz realised how much i miss ri T_____T... ilearning WEEK. not ONE DAY. n e teachers. n e classrooms. n e closeness of 4q 4p 4m. ARRGHHH MOTHERLAND TECHIES SUICIDE. yah. ok. that let off abit of frustration lol ^^;;... hai. 1.2.3.4.5.6.7..8.9..10. i can count! i can duke.. yah w/e... ok boredom is getting to meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. nvm. i will.. find sth to do. roflesians ftw tehgo walked into the light @ 8/11/2005 06:56:00 pm -+-+-+-+- |
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=D this song. so. cheery =DD i'm alr feeling happy juz listening... but ok. yabbie, i hate u ><.. ppl read this too -_-... n i was referring to jiewen as well, my classmate duh. and e second one is jiewen aka SOULZREAVER -_-. my GUILDMATE. who's. juz. finished. NS. wth... okokok. anw. today was fun =) i hate ben too ><.... anw. ben loves jingxiu so ^^.. shit my class is lol. scandalous? hongkan like what trowa says? haha dunno lah but fun it is =D anwww. so today was physics prac. which became tutorial. n i was falling aslp near e end. evry1 was stoning n stuff. i think we're bad students to honny T_T... jasmen agrees on that >.< hmm ok then was econs tutorial during break again. zzzz... then did a test which i could've gotten 5/8 instead of 3/8.. wrong, then right, then wrong again. my 2nd instinct is correct wtf. then that's not instint liao wad -_-... then i slept thru econs lecture as usual .... i need help there =X.. so then chinese me n jasmen chionged thru it by doing diff qns for li jie wen da ^^.. then i went home. n saw trowa. who was watching tv. n chionging to sch at 2.15pm -____________-... yah ok. last point is first point again. yabbie don't anyhow say plskthx. sometimes they do read -_______________________________-... n now i'm happily filling my com with more anime mp3s. i'm juz gonna buy cds next mth lor ><.. my allowance this mth is for com parts. n shoes. n jeans. wth i'm running out of cash reeli fast.. btw.. andrew's bro is kinda cool haha. v frenly lol. yah. i juz wanted to put this sumwhere in case i wanted to say it but i forgot hahahaha.. tehgo walked into the light @ 8/11/2005 02:09:00 pm -+-+-+-+- |
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i'm on a no-sleep spree again wtf.. i'm not tired at all. btw did u noe that i can be nice to someone i hate to the core? n i won't show it until it's too late? =D dunno why i even said that. not like i hate a hell lot of ppl. i'm sooooo gonna get wtfpwned 2mr.. chionging all last min shit asap lol... sian.. shit i've been saying sian alot.. i guess it's seriously getting to me.. that sinchi dings stopped dotaing, so less ppl to talk shit with on bnet.. n that not going out is making me a lil crazee. hahahhaha. it'll all blow over once nov comes i guess. now it's time to shut down. n slp. "every cloud has a silver lining" and "there are two faces to a coin" or some shit like that. clouds aren't metallic. and some coins have 2 same faces. coins don't have heads or tails, they aren't more than 3D metallic circles with funny patterns on it. tehgo walked into the light @ 8/11/2005 12:26:00 am -+-+-+-+- |
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lazy to type out full name. anw. funny shit? a duck flew over the moon says: fuck u a duck flew over the moon says: real men sex gals a duck flew over the moon says: crap i don't a duck flew over the moon says: shit im gay tehgo walked into the light @ 8/11/2005 12:15:00 am -+-+-+-+- |
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Wednesday, August 10, 2005 LiStEninG tO: Promised Land by Nami Tamaki (Gundam Seed Destiny) procrastination shall be my bane sia. i said i'd go study like 15 mins ago.. i'm still chatting n stuff now lol.. i'm missed on blackrock T___T... touching.. but promos to follow up with dings n e rest = more impt than them ><.. sry.... ARGH I SHUD BE STUDYING NOW FFS. WHY M I STILL CHATTING TO JIEWEN AND JIEWEN. ok that prev statement seemed weird. and. i took like 20 mins to get back here after chatting n stuff. n still chatting -.-.. my task-mindedness is like, 0? ok slightly more than 0.. cuz i'm still blogging while chatting..... trowa's online! =D.. ok not so good. less blogging more chatting. n some of my songs r of teh gg... ok.. trying to piece back my focus now.. lol i started blogging at 9pm. now it's 9.49.. wt.f.. ok finally after like mass spam from different ppl.. i shall take dings peh marian jiewen n maybe, possibly, trowa as motivation to study rofl. dings cuz well, dings alws asks me to study ^^.. then pehpeh cuz pehpeh = encouraging n can help me to get away from WoW. marian cuz.. bcuz of stuff. anw. yah then jiewen cuz how e hell she can chiong to top 100 is gai. n maybe trowa cuz trowa is daily like "fuck j00 biatch, go study n own srjc pls" but also not motivating cuz he stopped wc3 for like 1 wk+ b4 giving into temptation n buying a new one to reinstall.. -______-... yah. oh yes. finally. i finally rmbed wad i truly truly TRULY wanted to blog abt. after certain life-changing events, all i've done is out of fear. fear and paranoia (increases stealth detection hurhurhurman). i was watching bleach n it dawned on me. i studied hard fearing i won't be wif my frenz (well i'm not alr n i'm over it so pffft), fear of being retained so i study now, fear of disappointing my parents n teachers so i studied, fear of missing when i'm nage in aikido, fear of hurting someone in judo, fear of getting pwnT in NS lol.. i muz face it differently. pessmism and fear isn't the right path. face it with determination. i WILL get my 4As. i WILL grip decisively. i WILL not lose my friends.. ok how i dunno but i WILL. i WILL get promoted. i WILL control myself to not hurt my partner in aikido/judo. i WILL... shh.. anw. yes! i WILL change my life now. i hope. ^^... alot of big talk T_T. lol. kk time to achalli study like i wanted to. tehgo walked into the light @ 8/10/2005 09:01:00 pm -+-+-+-+- |
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Tuesday, August 09, 2005 LiStEninG tO: Spiral by Orange Range (Bleach) ohh yeah, ohh yeah... hmm this song's quite gosu. manjing sent it ^^.. anw.. ponned celebrations... zzz.. anw ya then got bored alot at home... went out with dings sinchi yabbie dathau to play pool until like 6+ then went to eat... omg nearly typed went to heal.. anw.. yeah so then it's like eat alr then pong asked if i wanted to go play mahjong at dings hse.. ends up i juz went to dings' hse to stone cuz my parents weren't home yet.. then doom3ed/mechcommandered/dotaed... rather watched dota.. until 10.30 then i went home, bathe, n talked to peh n trowaa. teh gosu trowa. n then wl peh trowa me tried to 4v4 AT which failed obviously -_-.. after waiting 10 mins.. yah then wowed wif pehpeh after failed dota as well. with nut n alston joining us, 6 = no go.. supposedly my sis is coming back late... now's slightly overkill right.. but late is good.. lets me tink.. after marian's influence n trowa's influence, it's kinda like i take both positive n negative outlooks on life.. kinda balanced but still sometimes it shows.. we once talked abt studying, n wtf would it do later on.. we study so much for a good job? n then we work hard for good cash? for a good retirement? man that sucks. we killed our childhood for cash? nice one there. n that we spent like e last 10-12 years learning chinese, when it's gonna die soon, since evrything's getting "modernized".. more like westernized.. anw. then some of our skills will nvr b used. i don't see a person who took our pcme course, when becoming a maths teacher, will use his chem or physics.. zzz... n that kinda sucks noe. like u're wasting half ur life trying to narrow down ur scope.. on e other hand. trowa's been gosu n telling me how i shud swim. makes no connection wif e above paragraph but i'm slpy n i dun care. swim where tho -____-.. ri most likely.. we both, rather, alot of us miss ri alot alot. as do e j1s n their respective sec schs.. n trowa juz keeps telling me to b gosu, study my arse off, juz to own srjc.. i need a miracle for that -_-.. anw.. juz a thot to pen down cuz i wanted to write it for a damn long time wifout rmbing to do so.. are we lucky to be in this age? or were those who left us earlier on luckier? tehgo walked into the light @ 8/09/2005 03:26:00 am -+-+-+-+- |
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Saturday, August 06, 2005 LiStEninG tO: Bleach - Nothing can be explained yai'mmfkingborednowsoi'llnotusemyspacebareventhoit'ssotemptingtopressit.. i give up. ok. yest was quite ok.. i finished most of my late work alr ^^ mmkay so like nth special in sch.. besides e gayass elearning stuff announced for next fri. 2 hrs of physics elearning wtf -.-.. at least hand up by sun nite ^^ hmm kk so it was like me n cai went to e bravery concert. met kiki foo n cai's psch classmate there too. as well as adrian, kiki's bro. eldest i think... after constant mentions by rosyth tchers i think i'm right.. anw.. we heard electrico open for e bravery. amanda is hawt! yah so then i liked their last song best! i shall go dl soon.. then it's like bravery was damnn nice too~~ e crowd wasn't dead rofl.. but there was this weird caucasian guy pointing _|_ when others were cheering so... idk haha. we had 2 encore songs rofl.. wanted a 3rd one but dun haf >< yah ok so now i'm off to my cousins' hse to stayover cuz evry1 else is mugging n not stayingover/hosting so it's like SIAN. ggglhf tehgo walked into the light @ 8/06/2005 01:48:00 pm -+-+-+-+- |
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Thursday, August 04, 2005 LiStEninG tO: See-saw - Kimi wa Boku ni Niteiru yah it's 3am+ n i'm blogging cuz i'm trying to dodge doing econs yet again hahahah. but v slpy >< i hope 2mr can slp more in class zzz. tehgo walked into the light @ 8/04/2005 03:43:00 am -+-+-+-+- |
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Wednesday, August 03, 2005 LiStEninG tO: Akino - Sousei no Aquarion honestly that song's title = retarded cuz they reeli had no time to make it sound ANY diff frm e anime. n chatting to trowa helping think of his pw n htf it helps blablabla. n that i shud b doing my econs which is 3 days overdue. sch is boring - -.. i fell aslp/ponned all those noob lessons n watched movies in library. if not juz slept like a log rofl. somehow i slp nicely such that no1 suspects i'm slping ^^ thats good =)) n it's so boring n tiring in sch i juz slp it all away... n life juz got more boring of gg.. a duck flew over the moon says: oh well i break a fuckload of promises too a duck flew over the moon says: i promised them that i wouldn't pon lessons anymore a duck flew over the moon says: by the end of last term a duck flew over the moon says: and guess wad im still doing now lol a duck flew over the moon says: but they could gather from my tone that i wasn't serious a duck flew over the moon says: and they were kinda willing to take my promises at face value errr ok that was funny to read. anw. it shud b time to do econs soon... tempting to slp but i doubt i will do e same as i did prev nites... n andrew is an otaku oO.. _leonard through it all says: rofl _leonard through it all says: withdrawall symptoms =)) tehgo.blogspot.com this facade is slipping care to join me in hating work? says: from what -.- _leonard through it all says: dota _leonard through it all says: rofl _leonard through it all says: will fall into deep coma soon hahaha wtf. -.-.. dotaers of teh gg. anw. yeah andrew chua manjing teh judo kia from cjc now in hcjc who plays wow like a mad dick last time is an anime otaku. i nvr knew that... scary.. someone pls encourage me to stop dodging work.. TIME TO DO NOW tehgo walked into the light @ 8/03/2005 08:22:00 pm -+-+-+-+- |
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Monday, August 01, 2005 LiStEninG tO: Kidou Senshi Gundam Seed Destiny - Promised Land this and vestige by t.m. revolution for gsd is quite nice.. anw it's a quick n3 cuz i'm slpy n wanting to rmb this like all his other shit a duck flew over the moon says: fuck u a duck flew over the moon says: sleep>studies>sports>retarded com games a duck flew over the moon says: lol wtf does ur sch conduct ace's day =)) tehgo.blogspot.com this facade is slipping it all boils down to numbers says: dun think so =)) tehgo.blogspot.com this facade is slipping it all boils down to numbers says: i hope not. a duck flew over the moon says: wtmf a duck flew over the moon says: my sch has lor a duck flew over the moon says: gg a duck flew over the moon says: asking to be ponned sia a duck flew over the moon says: like every other tpjc activity or something trowa = sex or tehgo walked into the light @ 8/01/2005 10:23:00 pm -+-+-+-+- |