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Friday, August 18, 2006 LiStEninG tO: Celebration by Rainie Yang WTB Sleep, brains, life, PST! tehgo walked into the light @ 8/18/2006 03:44:00 am -+-+-+-+- |
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Sunday, August 13, 2006 LiStEninG tO: World of Warcraft is a Feeling by Pure Pwnage thanks xx, i now have a totally fked up sleep schedule. lol. didn't sleep on monday, nor thursday, and slept 2 hours on saturday. =/ prelims are close now... /scared. tbh i'm quite certain i'll mass Fs and kill my teachers. but hopefully now i can pick up my studies faster cuz i'm suddenly motivated to study due to some unknown reason that i don't even damn know of. i bet u it's trowa being gay and constantly telling me to study for the sake of myself and other ppl too that i won't mention -_- i totally slacked out this weekend, didn't study shit, didn't do my ilearn shit that i just realised i was meant to do but oh well too late for me ggnore. SO. like on saturday i basically took a 10 min nap from 3.15am to 3.25am to help my parents peel hardboiled eggs and make egg mayo sandwiches. i definitely enjoyed the eating part hohoho. but otherwise while i saw my eldest sister half stoned, i was rather alert myself, and i'm quite sure my bio clock is totally gone, and i will have to l2sleepproperly now. then i slept in naps of 15-30 mins for the next few hours cuz i kept waking up for nothing and being unable to sleep after. finally at 11+ i got up and gave up and just went to farm gold. THEN i went to make the chicken to bring to clarice's birthday where i met kiach bryanlee kheengiap and trowa n deace. SO APPARENTLY. her classmates do know who i am mebbe cuz of my name being put up as the shittiest do-ers in common tests. but i knew a few of them by face just not by name. "hi kevin's friend" was a weird but somewhat expected greeting i received. lol. also. a certain person helped me during our skill c spa. basically took my script and added what i missed out. a single + in my equation :< if this happens during a's i'm sooo fked. have to watch my ln/lg conversions now :< on a side note: my physics doesn't seem that shit either :D i think it's salvageable and it's time to salvage it lolol. i think click was a damn nice movie. it wasn't mindless, low-grade humour which what many say marks adam sandler movies, but this time round it also had meaning, and not something like the longest yard. and omfg my earphones are spoiling, the right ear is flickering in and out of use zzzzzz. also. it was quite a touching movie at the end, and it does relate to many of us now, that we usually take work before family, and all too often it leads to our own downfall, and when we regret it, it is too late. i don't get the guy's name linking to the angel of death btw. unless it's like mordred or something related -_-. watching the movie also did something. it proved to me that my eyesight wasn't as shit as i thought it would be :D cuz i lost my specs in east coast -_- after the sandcastle building shit... asked shawnn to put my specs into my shoes like how i usually do when i run around barefooted for convenience's sake. saw him put the specs into my shoes, and when i get my shoes 2-3 hours later, no specs -_-... so now i either go around, more often than not, not wearing any vision aids, aka specs/contacts, or i wear contacts for a few hours and feel really tired due to the discomfort contacts bring to my left eye. OH OH OH. i also pwned some noobfase who tried to fuck my soul calibur 3 game up kthx. made him waste a buck or so, and 10 mins of his life. i win. ^_^ also. i found out never ever ever trust shawnn to buy whatever he's eating man. he bought this really HUGE bowl of mee rebus that lost its taste really fast because it's so much and the chili was ok but just that it got a lil sickening after a while so i basically wasted my own food for like i think the really first time in my life. yah that's why i'm so fat ok. and then i went to buy a carton of milk to drink because i like milk so much ^_^ monday i didn't go school because i was unwell. again. ffs. then i basically slept and did some work in my room before coming down, getting interrogated/questioned, before sitting myself down at my com and farming more gold. hmm on fri i rmb i asked trowa to come over then we swam laps for like 1 hr before slacking off the next hour, then we slacked, i playing com, he watching news/reading books/stoning, before trying to eat the amount of food we bought (i ended up feeding my dogs alot cuz we smartly bought 2 small whole chickens for ourselves, till today i still ask wtf made us buy it lol), then we went up to my room and i studied till 2-3+ for the physics test the next day which i ended up oversleeping on, and he missed his econs test and had to get an mc. so technically i'm the one who advocates and propagates slacking. i guess. :< then we went with deaceshooterz to gym, then i went home at around 4 to go out with my family to watch the really really nice n cool fireworks display at the oriental. i would've preferred staying at home really, even though the display was really cool, and really worth watching, even for the few mins that it lasted for, the amount of time wasted before, and after, was seriously fked up. we reached there around 6, fireworks was at 9, hardly anyone was around my age, like 3-4 others. and i didn't click cuz it's all the "hai my son never listens to me" type of people that i really cbf listening to. so i stoned and walked around alot alot before finally going to watch after eating dinner. then. we had a fking traffic jam in the fking carpark for a fking whole fking hour thanks to fking noobcunt drivers who fking can't drive for fking nuts. then we had another 45+ mins in the usual jam of the city and little india. I HOPE TO STUDY NOW. KTHXBAI. tehgo walked into the light @ 8/13/2006 11:51:00 pm -+-+-+-+- |
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Friday, August 04, 2006 LiStEninG tO: Crystal Moon by Shela prolly been too lazy, and with the excuse of "no time" ^_^ time to change layout again, apparently . . . but now's a good time. past midnight's always been a good time. also, the reason why i've reduced my links is cuz i dunno who blogs now lol ^^;; change to the past in a change of heart. alot has happened so far, from wanker coming back, to me failing shit again, to the closing in of prelims and a levels. oh and kingdom hearts 2 is really really so fun :) and beautiful, a fantasy that's pure, simple and clean, yes, the pun on the song is intended. the peace and serenity the game brings is really really deeply felt, and the story itself is a touching work of art, but the completion is a bitch... otherwise it was really well done imho, albeit a little short. ff12 is still being deciphered so i really couldn't be fucked playing it anymore. kyou kara maou, angel tales are animes that i feel are really funny, altho 1's like, hinting at boy love (cindia's type of anime, as shawnn says), and the other is the typical love hina type where it's 1 guy who can't get a proper job, and 12 girls. alot of things have happened in WoW that makes me doubt myself, and makes me doubt others. in a really effective remedy, i just kept hanging out with trowa more. ok apparently once he got his handphone we kept going out more, and life seemed to fall back into a place of normalcy, that i felt as if i could continue with all the balancing i had to do, no matter what the cost. then i faltered. changes were too great, and balance was lost, and i no longer could keep the mental will and strength to continue to go to the long, ineffective, boring hours of school. didn't matter to me then, i willed myself to go, but slowly the effects showed. i rebelled in ways more than i had before, and i rebelled against myself. each time i had to go school, i would suddenly have some illness, flu, stomach cramps, food poisoning, fever, cold, whatever. then when it came to around 11am or noon, i would be evidently better, and get nagged at for not going school. but when i do go school, i keep the natural facade i have up, that i am well, nothing could do anything to me. but i was wrong. people felt i was psychiatrically ill, but i think i know myself best, and i know there's nothing wrong with me, only the fact that subconsciously i will find any way i can to avoid doing what i detest. add to the fact that school no longer entices me to go... lol anyway, that's prolly it so far for this post. and note to self: spend more time thinking and studying than playing :/ tehgo walked into the light @ 8/04/2006 01:18:00 am -+-+-+-+- |